Jeno's POV
"What?"
"Isn't this what you want?" He reached out to caress my face, to which I found myself raising my brows to.
"Well, I mean, yeah."
He let his arm fall back down beside him.
"Go ahead.""Huh?"
He unhooked his hat from his jeans and covered his face with it.
Spreading his arms on the bed, he looked really inviting with his shirt riding up. His weak, submissive state got me moving closer and closer to him until I was hovering directly over him.The boy under me laid still on the bed, not even flinching at the contact my hand had with the skin under his shirt.
The marks I had made from his abdomen all the way to his neck beautifully bruised his skin. I let my fingers run over them as I admired them, the boy squirming under me whenever I'd apply pressure.
Pulling his shirt's neck hole to expose his skin from his neck to his shoulder, I brought my teeth to his bare shoulder before sinking them into his skin. I heard him gasp before gripping onto the sheets, his body slightly shaking due to pain.
"Jeno.. It hurts.."
The boy didn't seem like he was desperate to leave anymore. His voice was soft and calming, completely contrasting the tone he had when we were outside.
I removed the hat which had his face hidden to catch the expression he had.
Pained but, without any tears.
Surprisingly, he had the same serene look in his eyes as they met mine. It seemed almost as if he had dropped a facade.
His eyes were devoided of all emotions, as empty as they could get.
I reached out to hold his face and brought my lips towards the other boy's.Neither did he resist, nor did he push me away. He just lied there, almost as if he was lifeless. But, he didn't kiss back either. I found myself kissing his soft lips as gently as I could. He looked too fragile, as if he'd break if I went any rougher.
And I didn't want to go any rougher.
His lips quivered as I let go, his eyes which he had shut slowly opened and I watched as his tears streamed down.
Neither of us said anything and the silence emitted the same calming aura as the boy below me.
I opened my mouth to break the silence, but he beat me to it with his frail voice exiting his downturned, parted lips.
"It's all because of me.. right?"
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