Talk dirty [Zayn Malik]

Do you see the stars?

We go onto the sand and before I had the chance to even start taking my underwear off, Zayn walked straight in front of me, crashing his lips onto mine. I immediately started kissing him back, sliding my hands down his shoulders and back, pulling him closer. His arms snaked around my waist before reaching my bra and unclasping it. I assisted him as I let it slide off of my arms and land on the floor. Now we were both topless.

I think the fact that Zayn had seen my body before made me so much more confident, the fact that he didn't run a mile when he saw that my boobs weren't massive or that I didn't have a thigh gap. It made me so comfortable with undressing in front of him and showing my curves off. Which was a big help in this situation, considering I would usually do my bra back up, get dressed again and leave.

He began to knead my breasts with both hands, and I traced my fingers down his chest until I reached his boxers, grabbing the hem with my fingers I tugged them down and he complied as he stepped out of them. Immediately after, he rushed to remove my last piece of clothing I had on and I left them on the sand as I wrapped my arms around his neck, continuing the kiss.

He grabbed my thighs and lifted me onto his hips as he kept kissing me and carrying me out into the sea. Once we were about waist deep he tripped on a rock and began to lose his balance. I couldn't stop myself from breaking the kiss and giggling until his fell into the water, taking me with him.

"Zayn!" I squealed, still laughing. I looked over to him as he held his hands out and pulled me deeper into the sea with him. He swam next to me and placed his lips on mine for about the sixth time tonight.

"I love you Carly." He whispered as his breathing steadied and we started to swim around with each other.

"I love you too Zayn." I said it so easily, and it felt so right again.

His hands grabbed me by my waist as he lifted me up and then dropped me back into the sea, me still laughing my annoying laugh. It occurred to me that this road trip could be anything I made it to be and I wanted to make the most of it.

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We dried off on the grass near the beach in some sheets that we found in the back of Zayn's car. It was about ten o'cock when I looked up at the sky and started to notice the stars appearing. They popped out at me one by one, and before I knew it, the whole sky was cluttered with these beautiful stars that seemed so small.

"Zayn?" I broke the comfortable silence.

"Yeah?"

"Do you see the stars?" 

"Yeah." He smiled and stood up, reaching a hand out for me. I grabbed his hand and pulled myself up while following him to the car. "Here," He had taken his hands and formed a step for me, "Climb onto the roof." He nodded to me.

I somehow managed to clamber onto the roof of his car and watch Zayn struggle to join me, before outstretching my hand to assist him. I got comfortable on my back, snuggled into Zayn keeping me warm. This evening seemed so perfect, as we both looked into the darkness and studied the minuscule spots of light like they were a history test. 

"You comfortable?" He yawned.

"Yeah, but let's go inside and get some sleep." I suggested.

"Sleep here," He shrugged, "It's a good neighbourhood and i'll keep you warm." He grinned.

I looked around at our surroundings, closed shops and pastel beach huts, I guess he was right. "Okay." I smiled into his chest as I breathed in his scent. "Goodnight Zayn."

"Night Carls." He kissed the top of my head and wrapped his arms tighter around me as I slowly fell asleep.

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I woke up early, still engulfed by Zayn. He was holding onto me, pretty tight, yet facing away. I knew he was away as I heard him say good morning when I stirred, I just didn't reply.

"Hey you." I poke his cheek as I lean over him.

"Hey." He mumbles, his mouth covered because of his face leaning on his arm.

"You okay babe?" I sat up properly now, getting cold all of a sudden. He leaned into the car as he nodded and then passed me a jumper of his, before turning back and facing away again. "I asked you if you are okay." I put the jumper on.

"I'm great." His voice was muffled again, but you didn't have to be an idiot to know he wasn't great.

"Nope, not fallin' for it." I pulled his arm away from his face and forced him to face me.

"Carly I'm fine, God." He turned his back on me once again.

"No. What the fuck Zayn? What the hell happened?"

"I just," He finally turned to face me but still avoided eye contact, "I had another nightmare okay?" He sighed heavily. My heart broke as soon as he confessed what was bothering him, I didn't even wake up and he was having a nightmare. He's meant to feel safe with me.

"Oh," I croaked, "Do you wanna talk?" I asked, already knowing the answer. Confirming my assumption he shook his head and just held my hand, "You should have woken me, I wouldn't have minded." I tell him just in case there's a next time.

"Actually, I did try but you must've been pretty out. I was only whispering anyway." He shrugged it off but I couldn't hide how bad I felt.

"Oh my God Zayn, just shake me next time. I feel horrible now, you know I don't care much about sleep."

"I just - You looked really peaceful." He smiled at me and instead of replying I just pulled his arm around my shoulders and nestled myself into him. It was obviously early in the morning as we were there for half an hour, just watching the sun rise in the perfect sky. 

Everything seems so perfect with Zayn.

I guess he's pretty perfect though.

A/N: Heeeeeeey

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