Stay Down 2 (Completed)

Chapter 6-When Love Turns Into Hate

After all the shit I did for him after everything he has put me through this man had the audacity to tell me that he wants a divorce because its not fun anymore

Do he know how ridiculous he sounds? Does he know what he has just done to our family or how our two children will be affected by this

Things weren't perfect but is a divorce really necessary

Im not perfect but im as real as they come may not be fun but Im so loyal I may not be light skin with long hair down my back with a fat ass but you can count on me always

I been there for him everytime he needed me

Never lied to him,Cheated on him or anything never did anything to deserve this kind of pain

through thick and thin rich or poor sick or health we vowed infront of god to alway love eachother

Well wheres all the love he claim he had for me ?

what am I supposed to do I don't have a clue

life must go on I still got shit do I still have kids to love and baby on the way and school

as much as I wanna sit around and cry I just didnt have the too

I guess the divorce just seem real to me

The next day I was at a doctors appointment

I was finally getting to see what im having I was today

and as excited as I should be just wasn't

the doctor was looking at the screen and said "What do you want" to me

"A healthy baby thats it"I said as I smiled

"Well your definitely having a boy"She said showing me his little weenie on the screen

I looked at it and said "another boy"

I regret a lot of things but not my kids I love being a mom

"Your 20 weeks now that mean that your half way through this pregnancy but your blood pressure is really high"She said

"I been going through some things is my baby okay"I asked

"He's fine but I want you to control the way you handle stress and Im going to put you on a low sodium diet and if that doesn't work than we will try some medication to bring it down but were going to be monitoring your blood pressure just to make sure baby is good okay"She said

I nodded my head

As i'm leaving the doctor office I get a call from the nurse Ellen who me and Chris hired to take care of Christopher mother Ms.Dede

Ellen was telling me how Dede had been sick and she said that I needed to come by immediately

So I went to her house asap

By the time I got to the door Ellen opened the door

"Shes upstairs in bed the doctor is looking at her I've been calling Mr.Sanchez he's not answering " she said

"He's not picking up for me either"I said as we both walked up the stairs

I walked in the room and Ms.Dede was laying back in the bed

Ellen introduced me to the doctor and said "This Mrs.Sanchez her daughter in Law Mrs.Sanchez this is Dr. Knotts"

He shook my hand and said "Shes been under my care for these last weeks"

"Whats wrong with her"I asked

"Its cancer....Looks like about stage four unfortunately"He said