Stay Down 2 (Completed)

Chapter 13-Can We Work It Out

Marriage Is over trust is broken hearts are healing and but love love is still here love won't leave love is what keeping me here with him

Instead of turning my back on him I opened my arms to him and help him

Been with him for three days and three nights and his body started having withdrawals from the drugs

It was three in the morning and it was raining outside he was laying besides me

Shaking so badly He said "Im cold"

"I'll go turn the heat up"I said

"Just wrap your arms me...please"He said shivering

I wrapped my arms around his shaking body

"Chris you sure you don't want to go to the hospital"I said

"No Ima get clean on my own"He said

but he was in bad shape

"Talk too me about anything to keep my mind off it"He said

"Remember that girl you took too prom whatever happened to her"I said

"you beat her up so bad she never showed her face in new york again"He said smiling

I giggled and said "Shut up"

"Im serious you beat her ass I honestly didn't think you had it in you I remember thinking shorty is a straight savage just like me"He said

"I wasn't a savage untill I met you I guess I needed that savageness looking back at it without it I probably would have gave up a long time ago"I said

"I wish I was perfect for you Adrianna"He said

"Chris I never ever wanted you to be perfect but never wanted to be in so much pain"I said

"you think its over for us"He asked

"I can't answer that Chris"I said

"I just want us to be happy again and yo I know thats alot to ask for"He said

"Chris how many times or we gonna go down this road again maybe its time to just really focus on being the best parents we can be to Cj and Ari" I said

"Aleast think about giving me another try thats all Im asking for Adrianna"He said

"Ok now can you please just get some rest"I asked

"Love you"He said

"I love you to Chris"I replied

One minute I hate Chris the next Im making love to him in the backseat of my car the next im fighting him and than im right back laying understand

I wanna move on like everyone wanted me too but I also wanted marriage I wanted my husband as crazy as that sound I still loved him and to tell you the truth Im not sure what I want right now

after about two weeks of Chris detoxification he was finally feeling better and looking better and he was in was better spirits

Chris was sitting at his kitchen table when I walked in dropped a stack of notebooks and pens infront of him

"Whats this"He asked me

I looked at him and smiled and said "This right here is your third album"

"Yo ion even know what to say or any ideas to write about"He said

"Thats easy just write down the truth I think the reason why you're fans love you so much is because they can relate to the pain you been through and for these past weeks all you had in you is pain so write down"I said