Stay Down 2 (Completed)

Chapter 7-The End

After yesterday I just needed a moment to myself without all the drama all the extra shit so this morning I ran me a bath lit some candles poured in my favorite lavender and vanilla bubbles turned on some Mariah Carey had Circles on repeat

My body aches my feet where so swelled up I didnt even recognized them and my head hurts so bad

its all the stress I been going through

one minute I feel like Im going to explode the next I felt like I was going to completely breakdown and never get back up again

I looked in the mirror and stared at myself and closed my eyes

too ashamed to look myself in the mirror. Than I look down at my empty ring finger

I felt like I had failed I felt like I failed my kids my parents my family and myself.

Didn't know how I was going to take care of three kids and still go to school now that I know Chris had relapsed Im going to be a single parent when he gets likes this I cant depend on him

I looked in the mirror and saw Chris standing behind

"What are you doing here"I asked

And he laughed and said "Miss me yet"

"your high"I said

I turned and looked at him

"I wanna take the kids to the aquarium"He said

"You didn't even show up yesterday for your son so no my kids are not going with you my kids aren't some object you pick up when your bored"I said

"your kids when the last time you did something with your money for your kids"He said

I smiled "I give them something money cant buy I give them love and stability"

"You saying I don't love my kids"He said

"Im saying you love self more"I said

"Why because I don't wanna be with you anymore that makes me selfish"He said

"I Don't give a damn Christopher its not like you were faithful and true anyways "I said

"All you did was lie !"I said

"No I loved you!"he said

"Not as much as you should have clearly"I yelled

"I never wanted to break up our family I didn't want to do this but you made me you left me no fuckin choice all you cared about was yourself and school"He said

"Somebody had too !! cause you sure didn't ! and now you back doing drugs ! do you know what you put our family through and your tryna do that again"I said

"yo I didn't mean too I just was buggin ova my moms and Dani gave me a Xan to relax"He said

"Dani !! I should of know that bitch had something to do with it and this is the bitch that you love someone who is clearly trying to bring you down"I Said

"At least she care!"He said

And that really set my soul on fire hit a never I Immediately got upset

"And I didn't! I have been through everything with you ! every dark day I was there Christopher And I Never even turned my back on you even when I should have"I said breaking in to tears

"Yo you wouldn't even paying me no attention yo you said you regretted marrying me how you think that makes me feel !"He said

"Thats no reason to cheat ! Again !"I Cried