Stay Down 2 (Completed)

Chapter 17-Lets Just Be Honest

That conversation with my mother had me a bit worry I mean I wanted to believe that Chris got me but lets not act like this nigga haven't frozen my accounts before so I just stopped by at his rehearsal just to talk too him about it

He was on stage finishing up a set he jumped down and walked to me and said "You good"

"Yes Im fine I just wanted to talk to you"I said

"Wassup?"He asked

"We got court coming up and I wanted to make sure we was cool on money I know you gon take care of the kids but school the house and bills needs to be taken care of also"I said

He laughed and said "Yo you really asking me for money"

"You know I don't have a job Chris"I said

he laughed even more

"Whats so funny"I asked

"You funny...The Adrianna that I know wouldn't never ask me for money the Adrianna"He said

He was right

"I guess the Adrianna I know doesn't exist no more,but don't even worry I got you tho"He said

"You should get a visual artist and get some dope video footage playing behind while you performing and get better lighting technique cause the ones you have are wack"I said

"Now thats the Adrianna I know smart independent you don't need me or any man for that matter"He said as he smiled at me

It made me look at myself I had plenty of opportunities in my dms and emails modeling,promotion,even someone reached out from Vh1 although I would never do reality tv

I been leaning on Christopher for so long I forgot how to stand on my own but I wanted to change that I needed to change that Chris was a hustler always have been so I thought maybe I should be a hustler like him he encouraged me too

So over the next two months I was hustling doing all types of shit going all types places finally had my own bank account with my own money in it and it felt good

Me and Chris was Co parenting and it was going so good even though hes on the tour he still fly the kids out on his weekend we hired a nanny Valentina she was great with the kids very attractive smart and on top of her shit

I was so busy being booked and busy hardly had enough time for Quinn

Quinn is okay but he wasn't nothing like I was use too and I think that its put a strain on our relationship

I felt like I was just settling with Quinn and I wasn't really feeling it anymore but I didn't wanna just kick him to side because I did care for him

I was facetiming Cj he was in out in Cali

"Mommy daddy took us a candy store with candy bars as big as me"Cj said excited

"Did he buy you one"I asked

"I can't tell you you're gonna be mad Mama"he said

"Im not tell me"I said

"He bought me two"Cj admitted

"Cj how you gonna eat two giant chocolate bars without all your teeth falling out"I asked

"Im gonna brush my teeth every night mama don't worry about it"He said

"I don't want a teethless son so I have to worry about it put your daddy on the phone"I said

He put Chris on the phone

"Baby mama whats up?"He said

I smiled and said "Baby daddy can you not ruin our kids teeth please and thank you"