Stay Down 2 (Completed)

Chapter 10-Friends How Many Of Us Have Them ?

Life must go on,old and new wounds must heal,I fell in love with a man who I thought I would be with forever and loving him almost caused me to completely lose my peace of mind

I still love him and I will alway hold him close to my heart but I no longer want any parts of him anymore

So much pain he caused me,so many lies,so much hurt he broke me but this will be the last time any man will ever break me again

I started building myself up slowly

I had to catch up in school,start working out, and praying alot more

Deshawn was right by me every step of the way I've been leaning on him and I can't lie and say I wasn't enjoying the time we was spending together because I was

My mother and I was making dinner

As I was stirring the pasta she asked me "Christopher leaving on tour tomorrow"

"Yeah tomorrow night"I said

"He got another woman pregnant"She asked

I turned and looked at her "Who told you that"

"Answer the question"She said

"She says she is but I don't think so"I said

"You see a pregnant test or a ultrasound"She asked me

"Its not my place to ask her for all that"I said

"Like hell it is He is your husband if she's lying Chris needs to know that"She said

"My soon to be ex husband Mama he loves her im not gon do anything to hurt him even if he hurts me I still want him to be happy even if its not with me "I said

"You think he would still love her if he knew she was lying to him"She said

"No he wouldn't but than again what do I know Im the same person that took Chris back after he lied to me and cheated one me multiple times" said

and Than Deshawn walked in and said "It smells good up here man"

"You staying for dinner  Deshawn"My mother asked

"You cooking Ms Johnson of course Im staying for dinner"He said

My mother smiled and said "Aren't you the charmer"

"Only too you"He said smiling at my mother

"Yall wanna get a room or what"I joked

"Don't be a hater"my mother said as smiled

"Yeah okay you mind getting Cj and Ari off that game food will be done in a minute"I said to my mother

My mother walked out the kitchen

Deshawn looked at me and said "Hey beautiful"

I blushed and said "How did your meeting go today"

"Great great I might getting that promotion in LA"He said

"LA you talk to Bella About that"I asked

"I wanna make sure I get the promotion first"He said

"you are going to get it and let me be the first to say congratulations and that Im happy for you"I said smiling at him

He smiled and said "I appreciate that Adrianna more than you know"

I smiled back at him and said "And the wedding hows that going"

"In about two week I get nervous everytime I think about it"He said

I giggled and said "Thats so cute I remember on my wedding day I locked myself in the bathroom and I swore I was making the wrong decision but than Chris came and talk to me and I knew that he was going my husband forever how stupid was I"