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If anyone can make covers I would be great full if you could make me one!
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*Michaels POV*
I was at Luke's house in his room alone. He was in the shower, so I decided to be nosey. I opened the desk drawer that said 'top secret do not open' I found a notebook labeled 'dear Calum'.
I opened it up and started to read. There was 5 entries each starting with Dear Calum and ending with I like you a lot love Lukey. Except the last one.. It ended with "I love you, yes Cal I love you I've come to terms with it. Love Lukey." I couldn't believe what I was reading.. He loves Calum, I should have known. I just sat on his bed reading the letters over and over again. Finally after what seemed like hours Luke came out of the shower. Before he could even walk into the room I spoke,
"You love him don't you.."
"Mikey what are you talking about?"
"This! This goddamn book! You said you love Calum! I should have known!"
"Michael.. I'm so sorry"
"What the hell Luke!?"
"I'm so sorry Michael, I wrote all of those before we started dating.. I didn't mean for you to read those yet"
"I'm going to give you one chance.. One fucking chance to explain to me why you wrote those and kept them"
"O-Okay.. I wrote them because at the time I was crushing on Calum. And yes I said that I love him. Michael I loved him I don't anymore. I believe that if you love 2 people then always choose the second one because then you never really loved the first one. Michael I love you not Calum. I love you more then anything in this world. Even more then music, and yes that is saying something. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. And the reason that I kept them.. God I don't even know why I kept them.. I made a massive mistake by not throwing them out. Honestly after our date 2 days ago I got home and thought about burning them. But I wanted to show you them and burn them with you. I wanted to forget the past and start a future with you Michael. I was going to wait for another week until I told you to make sure I actually love you. But now I know I love you. I know because I might lose you. And I never want to lose you ever. I love you so much and I hope you can forgive my stupidity"
God I don't even know what to say to that.. Wait.. He loves me..
"You love me..?"
"Yes Michael I love you. I love you so so much"
"Oh Luke.. I-I love you too. Can we burn those letters and put them behind us now? Please"
"Of course we can Mikey let me grab a lighter"
And with that we walked out the front door and onto his front lawn. He opened the book and put it on the grass. He intertwined our fingers and lit the lighter. He set each corner of the paper on fire and stepped back. I put my head on his shoulder and whispered 'I love you' into his ear. He said,
"I will never get tired of hearing that" putting emphasis on the never.
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A/N
Oh the glorious Muke drama and fluff
From now on there will be 2 chapters in a row about Cashton and then 2 in a row about Muke
-Paiger =) x
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Complicated (Cashton/Muke)
FanfictionLuke loves Calum but likes Michael Calum likes Luke but also likes Michael and Ashton Ashton likes Calum but also has a slight crush on Michael Michael likes Luke but is also crushing on Ashton It makes life very complicated for the four lads.
