bora bora pt. 11 kookie? a kiss again?

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the moment i noticed bad boy kookie was back i knew i was in for it, and i knew right then that he wasn't going to cut me any slack.  As i was sitting in kookies lap i noticed that he was holding my waist and he was looking at me with content and happiness, but honestly i was so nervous and my heart was beating fast. Did i like kookie? but how? cause i have the same feelings for jimin right? I'm not sure anymore about how im truly feeling?. I then leaned up and just went for it! i heard all the boys gasp like someone  had seen a ghost or something. I got off kookies lap and sit back on the couch.  He didn't  say anything, but gave me a look. Jimin looked mad but hurt at the same time  im sorry i kept thinking how awful i was, but i mean i did like both of them i couldn't decide right off or this soon anyway. Guys i spoke up i think i'm going to bed im not feeling the best. I'll come with you then i look up to see Tae was back. ahhh really its fine im okay. Nono its fine he insisted on coming with me so i just agreed. what else are you supposed to say i wasn't about to argue with him i mean hell he already looked like he wanted to eat me and walked out i felt bad enough.  I don't think that will be a good idea! kookie and jimin both said! well i don't think i asked you two did i tae spit back! Um guys ill make it simple how about none of you come as i got up and stormed off slamming the bathroom door. Since we were sharing the room its the only place i could go without being bothered unless i went out in the rain. Although i can't sleep in the bathroom or outside it gives everyone some time to calm down.  I feel like shit as i was sitting in the floor those two came to my mind, i can't think of anything else. i heard a soft knock hey can i come in? it sounded like Tae? i got up why why should i  let you in now? after you ran and left me feeling like i had done something. Taehyung i just i don't know if i should be close to you or not? i heard him sigh like i had broke his heart with those little words. then fine! he yelled you don't want to be close to me then don't!  I didn't mean it mean and now i know my consequences. I felt a tear slip down my cheek I opened the door to see everyone looking i heard the door slam! i knew it was Taehyung i never meant it in that way i say looking down. Hobi came closer we know sweetheart we know. I've got to go after him i slipped past Hobi and Kookie.  They all yelled as i ran out the door the pouring rain hit my face its cold the  smothering pain i had in my heart for hurting Taehyung. I swear i could kick my own ass for being a jackass but in all i didn't mean it like that its just i haven't seen him that much. another tear slipped my eyes. I yelled out his name so many times. tae please im sorry Taehyung Taehyung! it was so cold and the rain was a bit hard hitting on my face feeling like little knives sticking in my skin.  Taehyung! that's the last name i called out before  everything went dark!  my thoughts had nothing but pain i guess silence is the best thing for me.

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