Meeting BTS the witches curse

remembered the past?! Feelings

the past the awful childhood memory about a boy who was my friend but i thought had died in a fire. i remembered him i missed him i cried for him i broke without him. the nights i spent crying over this boy he was my best friend and i thought he had been dead for 20 years.

i looked at him his chiseled jaw his midnight black hair that dripped with salty sea water and that beautiful pale skin florescent like the moonlight. my heart was racing so much but why did i feel this way. wasn't he just a long lost best friend? he held me close to him i was shivering so much  and in a second the whole gang was here jin had a blanket and a change of clothes from my suitcase.

they all cared for me and so much but namjoon still hasn't told me about him so honestly none of them knew about the marks except the three. although i had different marks on my body for all of them i cared for them all. i did care for my best friend Sunni but then again she hated my guts and wanted me dead. Maybe it would be best to tell them but i don't know who i really am the memory of part of my past is vaguely transparent to my memories. i can't remember anything i do remember kookie it was a childhood tragedy that ended being an illusion when he really didn't  die. plus he turned into a idol and i met him in Seoul and he's a vampire how weird.

honestly who am i ? was i a girl that had a rough past and parents i loved but could't stand or was i someone who caused problems for someone i had just recently met? plus my memories only went so far and i couldn't even remember what the hell even happened.............

my heart pounded as i kept thinking about all the theories i had rushing in my head. was i something no one wanted to speak of or was a some sort of science experiment gone wrong or were these people crazy and i was the normal one living in a delusional world people claimed as there reality but it was my fantasy. 

Maybe it was just a thought but maybe it wasn't maybe my past was connected to kookie in more than just childhood friends. i needed answers and i needed to know who i was but would they know. how did they know i wasn't going to have a place to stay. now this cruel ex friend of mine was plotting my death and theirs if they get in the way. i didn't want to die but i sure didn't want the guys to die for me. 

the best option is to save it and fight it myself.....................................  

the feelings i had for kookie and jimin were different from the others was jimin apart of my past as well. we finally made it back to the hotel and i felt exhausted from the fact i almost died by drowning and the fact i just found out my long lost friend isn't dead. kookie is there something wrong with me?

지아 nothing is wrong with you why would you say that princess. cause i just kookie i just never mind it's nothing. i'm really happy your here I've missed you so much. i pulled him closer warping my arms around his neck and snuggling closer. i yawned  somebody is sleepy jimin said taking me from kookie and hugging me close i was like a kola hugging him close. ahh your such a big baby jin said laughing yeah she's holding on for dear life jimin said laughing. hey guys seriously im so sleepy. i looked a kookie and held my arms out so he would take me away from jimin. he smiled and he grabbed me from jimin's grasp and i latched onto kookie like i was with jimin a few seconds ago. lets sleep kookie i feel so tired he laid me on the bed and laid next to me my body felt on fire and i was happy but kookies marking that he made on me was glowing the bunny foot was glowing and it soon stopped and i finally just fell asleep cuddled to him close and jimin was next to me on the other side. my feelings for kookie were showing more and more i couldn't deny that i liked him but i couldn't deny i liked jimin either i had a crush on them both and i don't know what to feel.      .................................................................................