Bus Stop ~ mgc

hypothetically

Michael

I walked into work with a smile on my face. Mostly because I was rereading our conversation.

"Get off your phone" Ashton said after a few minutes
"You are messing with my game, Ash"
"You don't have game, you have a crush"
I looked up at him
"And if I kissed her?"
"Still a crush until she's yours"
"she is mine, hypothetically" he rolled his eyes
"She isn't yours till she says so" I scoffed
"I'm playing this safe, shut up"
"Safe? she carries a Bible is she really gonna break your heart? I highly doubt it"
"Anyone can break your heart"

He slid me a box and told me to unpack and shut up till I stopped talking nonsense. It's not nonsense it's realistic.

——-

I walked out early tonight at 9:27, the bus would be here in minutes so I just pulled out my phone and called Navi.

Ring....
Ring....
Ring....

"I'm angry with you right now" she sounded stressed
"What? What'd I do?"
She paused for a moment
"i had a long day, my whole church was eyeing me today. You don't know the pressure Michael, its so stressful I can't do anything without the whole entire church community needing information on it"
I couldn't help but feel bad about it. I don't know anything about that community.
"I'm sorry I was just in the moment"
"It's fine, I didn't mean to answer like that I'm just frustrated"
the bus pulled up and I got on and waited till I sat down to keep talking.
"You are still coming over right?"
"Yeah but I need a shower"
"Take one at mine, seriously just bring your stuff for tomorrow so you don't have to do what you had to today"
"Alright, my mom is calling I gotta go see you soon" she let out a sigh and I knew she would feel better later
"Bye baby"
she hung up and I read my other texts which were just Calum and Adriana. I ignored them because I just wanted to get home.

——-

I got off the bus and lit a cigarette because I haven't had one since morning. As I reached my house I seen Navi standing against the building on the phone with a look I've never seen on her before. I flicked my cigarette butt and walked up I wasn't trying to snoop but I kinda wanted to know what was up.

(Navi's Phone Conversation with her Mother, May Evans or Mrs. Evans)

"No, why does it matter if I am?"

"We don't need another church therapy session, Anavia"

"Mom, for heavens sake please just trust me. I was 17 years old! I'm 21! I promise if I felt something was up I wouldn't of even gotten involved"

"Well does he go to church?"

-"No, not everyone has to go to Church to be a good person"

"Your father and I are just worried alright? Hickeys at church aren't okay"

"I told you it wouldn't happen again and I promise I will speak with him about it"

"What's his name?"

"Goodnight mom I love you but I'm finished with this conversation"

(End)

——

I looked at her slightly concerned.

"That didn't sound to nice"
"It wasn't and I'm so so tired of everyone thinking that I can't make decisions for myself"
She sighed and shook her head.
"What happened when you were 17?"
I probably shouldn't of brought it up but I wanted to know,I'm curious.
"I lost my virginity and he dumped me and than another guy later that year got into my head and did the same thing. I told you briefly about it, remember prom night? I was depressed and everyone was looking at me wrong because I messed up, I had to go to a group therapy session for weeks. Now, my whole church is on me because of a hickey and thinks I'll make the same stupid mistake I did 4 years ago"

I looked at her and that's when I thought:
"Are you scared I'm gonna do that?"
She sighed
"Michael, I wanna take a shower. Please I don't want to talk anymore on this"
I bit my lip but I listened and opened the door. She was out of sight when I got in the house. I got out the leftover pizza and heated myself one and then went to change. I put on shorts and left my socks on since it was kind of chilly. I ate my pizza and waited for her.

I started playing Call of Duty on my Xbox to pass time.

"Michael" I paused it turned around she was in jogging pants and had the towel around her breasts. Her hair was wet and I loved this look.
"Can I borrow a shirt?"
I got up and threw my controller and walked into the room and grabbed her something comfortable. I handed one of my plain black shirts to her and she looked at me
"Are you sure you don't mind?"
"It's fine" she took the shirt and I went back into the living room to play my game. She joined me shortly after, her wet curls are something I don't think I'll ever get over. She looked at her phone for a few minutes and then asked
"Do you talk to your parents?"
I kept playing but I answered her
"Yeah, not like everyday like you do but I know they are okay"
"Was I harsh? Like on the phone with my mom?" She put her phone back down and closed the gap between us and put her legs over mine and her cheek to my shoulder as she held my arm.
"No, you can't let everyone think you're not capable of making decisions for yourself"
"Yeah, I guess you're right"
She sat there quiet and watched me play.

After about 15 minutes I felt her lips press to my shoulder, I ignored it. Her arms unwrapped from my own. She grabbed my controller and threw it to the end of the couch.

"Navi!"
She had placed herself in my lap with her hands on my shoulders.
"Hm?" She said as she leaned close to my face
"I was playing"
"Sowwy" She said before gently kissing my lips. She was so slow and gentle, I put my hands on her hips and kept them there, not trying to overstep my boundaries. Her lips left mine and she trailed soft, wet kisses along my jaw. She stopped at my ear

"Wanna know my real name?"
She whispered so seductive or maybe it's the moment.
"Navi, isn't?"
"No, it's Anavia"
"Anavi-" her lips met my neck and she started to suck right under my jaw. She slowly started grinding herself into me and I couldn't help but roll my eyes back into my head. My breathing picked up as I tried so hard not let out my moans. Her lips moved to a new spot lower down. I couldn't take it anymore as I put my hands on her ass and helped her grind into me. She stopped and pulled back and her hands grabbed my face and she kissed me. The grinding was so intense and I was undeniably hard and I knew she was wet.
She moaned into my mouth and I whispered against her lips
"If these clothes weren't here....."
she pulled away
"If they weren't there then what?" She teased, biting her lip and stopped her movements.
"You don't need me to explain"
"I just wanna hear you say it"
I chuckled
"Anavia"
"Ooooo using my real name"
"If these clothes weren't here Navi baby I'd fuck you senseless" I whispered as I looked right into her brown eyes and watched her fidget.
Her face went red and she bit on her lip
"Only once?" She said softly
"What?"
"Is it done after?"
"Navi...." she cut me off
"This. Us. All of this. Are you gonna fuck me and tell me to leave? Are you gonna tell me If was never that serious and that I should've known? You told me that you fuck girls and never see them again, is that how it'll go?"
I was looking her dead in her eyes as she talked and her brown eyes went sad, she was absolutely terrified that I'd leave her.

I put it in her head that this is how I am with everyone. I was, that was my lifestyle. It kind of hurt that she thinks I'd ever treat her that way.

"Navi.... I'm an asshole and when you found me that was my lifestyle but those girls they aren't hurt when I kick them out. You aren't them and I've been spending all my time with you and at work it's like that isn't really there anymore. I would never do that to you, I couldn't do it. Navi, I promise you on everything I won't end this after we have sex because I plan on doing it again and again and again"

She looked at me and the room went silent as she hugged me. I hugged her back and I never really knew she had to ask me to know I wouldn't.

She hugged me so long that she fell asleep. I laid down on the couch and she adjust herself on top of me. I fell asleep playing with her damp curls and my other connected with her hand. I don't really know what I'd do if she wasn't around.