Bus Stop ~ mgc

the way he looked at me

Navi

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't questioning myself. I felt oddly confident and comfortable with him against me. I wanted it so badly but I couldn't deny the little voice in the back of my head making me think all the bad stuff again.

His hands gripped my hips and he turned me to face him. I wrapped my hands around his neck and his lips were on mine. His hands gripped harder against my thighs making me jump.

"As bad as you want it against that counter baby I think the bed would do so much better" I wasn't listening because I didn't care where we were, I just cared that we do it. He put me down in front of his bed and I pushed him back slightly and messed with his jeans.
"baby you don't have to do that" he said and I locked eyes with him for a moment
"But I wanna" I said it in the same seductive voice I used yesterday. He didn't protest as I got to my knees. The hard wood floor wasn't making this position comfortable. I yanked his pants down and I was a little intimidated. I wasn't going to stop now because I wanted this, I wanted Michael in every way. I gripped him and he looked at me and I looked back at him as I licked his tip. I swirled my tongue around his tip before putting my mouth over it. I put him further in my mouth until he hit the back of my throat. I used my hands for anything that wasn't in my mouth. He didn't know what to do with his hands and it looked so weird. I removed one hand and grabbed his and put it in my own hair. I went back to what I was doing and his little moans filled the room. He pulled my hair and started getting a bit into it. He slowly bucked his hips and watched me try so hard to take him. Tears were brimming my eyes and I tried so hard to breathe slow so he could slide down my throat.
"You can do it baby, look at you taking it. Move your hands you can fit all of me in there if you try"
I listened and moved my hands away and put them on the back of his thighs. The feeling hurt but it was so pleasurable as he put himself further into my throat. I was definitely letting the tears out now and I was breathing so slow. My nose hit skin and I opened my eyes finally to look up at Michael. His green eyes were so dark and his mouth hung open.
"Oh my fucking God" he pulled out of my mouth quite quickly and I immediately started coughing and wiping the tears. My throat wasn't sore now but I'm sure it would be later. He helped me up off the floor and he had taken off his pants fully now. He pushed me back on the bed and I adjusted myself.

He yanked the end of my pants legs and pulled off my joggers. He took his time pulling off my panties. He put his head so close to my heat I felt his breathing. I watched him and he whispered
"Can I return the favor?" His eyes shot up at me and I just nodded slowly. he smiled and I waited for him to do something. He ran a finger through my folds and slowly pushed it inside of me. My body tensed and immediately calmed down as he kept pumping it in and out. He put another finger inside and I closed my eyes and slowly moved my hips into them. He curved them inside me and I moaned out. My hand wrapped themselves into the sheets and my head flung back. He placed a kiss to my clit and my arms holding me up felt weak. His tongue finally began to slowly join the pace of his fingers. My arms gave out and I was bucking my hips into his tongue. I felt that feeling again at the pit of my stomach and he felt me start to clench around his fingers. His tongue left my clit and I groaned, he replaced it with his thumb rubbing circles.
"Thats my girl" I was a mess, my body was begging for him to make me cum.
"I want- want your tongue" I managed to say through my own moans.
"Sit up and watch me" I leaned up and it was so hard not to just give out. As soon as his tongue was back on me my arms started wobbling. I felt it and I let go with a scream and Michael didn't stop. As I basically wrapped my thighs around his head. I was whining and shaking as I let myself go all over his fingers. He sat back up and tapped my leg to get me to pay attention. I looked at him and he held his fingers up and spread them so I could see the cum I'd left. He stuck his tongue out and sucked his fingers clean. He pulled me up
"Put two fingers in yourself, I want you to know how wet you are" I listened to him and looked away from him and he was inches from my face
"No look at me while you do it" I listened and guided myself and pushed two fingers in myself and pulled them out. He grabbed my wrist and left his mouth open. He watched me slide my fingers against his tongue. His mouth closed and sucked on my fingers. He was so dreamy like this. I bit my lip as I pulled them out his mouth. We looked at each other just kind of taking it all in before he attached our lips. His hands went to the my shirt and he pulled it over my head and I didn't have a bra on today. He pulled back and helped himself out of his own shirt. Before he leaned back close to my face, he smirked before starting to press wet open mouthed kisses to my collar bones and chest. He started sucking hickeys into my breasts and my nipples. I bit my lip as I watched him be so into my body. He pulled back and he sat back on his legs and grabbed my thighs and pulled me close to him. He looked at me as he grabbed himself. I felt him against my entrance and I watched him. He slowly pushed himself in me, his mouth hung open.
"Mm wow" he stuttered and he went so slow as he leaned over me. I watched him watch himself slowly slide into me until he couldn't anymore.

"Please move" I whispered and he slowly started stroking and my unoccupied hands locked behind his neck. I was moaning so close to his ears and he was letting out tiny whimpers. He leaned up and my hands left from around his neck and he started pounding into me. I yelped at his sudden change. I grabbed the sheets and I felt his hand on my stomach. He pressed down and felt himself stroke in and out of me. Out of instinct and being overwhelmed with pleasure I leaned up and pushed back on his stomach to slow him down.
He grabbed my hand and moved it
"You took me earlier in that pretty little throat, you can take me now"
I whined and he took my action and went faster. I was moaning so loudly and not to add in with his bed hitting the wall and squeaking. Michael was letting out these lovely little moans. I felt that feeling again. He slowed down immediately
"I- I wanna cum in you" he said softly and I nodded. He started again and leaned over me and his hands went in each side of my head and my legs wrapped around his waist. My hands cupped his face and he was watching himself go in and out of me. The sound of skin smacking skin echoed in the room. I was groaning with every hit.  He finally looked at me, I felt him inside me and his breathing started getting rigid. He looked away
"N-no look, look at me" I whispered and his green eyes met mine again. His strokes got sloppy and I felt myself about to let go but I waited for him. He stroked again and he stilled and I clenched around and let go. His head fell into mine
"Fuck Navi holy shit" he said as I felt him fill me.  He looked at me but his eyes changed. A look I've never seen in his eyes before. A mixture of all the good emotions. Like I was everything he ever wanted.

He looked away as soon as I realized it. When he looked back it was gone. We stayed in that position for a while until he finally set back and pulled himself away. I laid there for a little as I watched him slip on boxers. I sat up and my body was truly weak, I felt so sore and so wobbly. I leaned and picked up his shirt and slipped it on. He walked out into the kitchen and was drinking water. I got up and slowly but successfully made it to the bathroom to pee. I finished and washed my hands and then looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was a shit show, cut that I just looked messy. I slowly made my way to the kitchen and grabbed myself a water. I eyed Michael as he was kind of doing what I was, which is taking it all in. The reality of it, the after effects.

He picked up his pack of cigarettes and lit one. He sat there and smoked with his eyes closed as he leaned back against the counter. I wanted to ask him why he looked at me that way earlier, so I did.
"Michael" he turned his head towards me
"Hm?"
"Why'd you look at me that way earlier?"
"What way?"
"Well I'm not sure how to explain it"
"Then baby I don't know"
"You do! But maybe you don't wanna tell me now"

That was it. He looked me up and down for a minute and turned back to his cigarette before turning to put it out in the ashtray. He walked around the counter and past me into the bedroom and started taking off his sheets.
"What are you doing?" He turned around and carried his bed sheet with him and back past me to his washer and dryer.
"I'm cleaning your mess" he chuckled and then threw me a new cover.
"Can you put that on?" I didn't answer and just simply did it. As I was leaned over finishing putting it on. Arms wrapped around me and a kiss was pressed to my shoulder.
"Thank you" I knew it wasn't a thanks for the bedding but more for all of it combined. I turned around and pressed my lips to his and let my hands run down his chest a little.
"Can we go to sleep?" I whispered and he chuckled
"Mmm yeah of course baby"

We got in bed and got comfortable. We were facing each other and my leg hung over his hip and his arm over me and my hand cupping his face. I played with his hair and his fingers ran down my back. I slowly started falling asleep but before I did I noticed him looking at me again the same way as earlier.
"Goodnight Navi" he whispered