I did it 4 Him

Chapter 27

*Dilan's POV*

I looked in Kendall's eyes. How could I give this up? Kendall is the bebest thing that has ever happened to me.

"So, what do you want to talk about?", he said as I quickly looked at a random corner of the room.

"Well you know........ it's been a week", I said as he sighed.

"Yeah, I know", he said still smiling his amazing smile.

"Well I was thinking and...", I said biting my lip. His eyes went wide,"I realised that I could never give you up. I love you too much to loose you Kendall." I smiled. He cocked his head in confusion.

"Does that mean?" Kendall said as I kissed him. We parted and he still looked confused.

"Yes! We are still together Kendall!", I said as his smile came back to his face.

"I love you too Dilan", he said as we just looked at each other, staring into each others eyes.

"So, what's happening tomorrow?", I asked breaking our silence. Kendall took out his phone and looked at his calender.

"Tomorrow....", he said scrolling through his calender,"the guys and I have a recording session. So that means, WE have a re fording session." I smiled.

"Sounds great", I said laying my head back against my pillow. Kendall put his phone down next to the bed, and joined me laying down. Then he sigh, for what?

"Is something wrong Kendall?", I asked as he just stared at the celing.

"It's hard to explain", he said. I forced him to look at me.

"Well we have all night. So start talking", I said as he nodded.

"I.... make you happy, right?", he asked.

"Absolutely.... why would you think that you didn't make me happy?", I responded. It was with another question but hey, it's a response.

"Because I was..... sort of jealous today. I mean, I really wanted to hang with you more. I felt like..... Justin makes you happier then I do", he said sighing again.

"I'm sorry he made you feel that way Kendall. But you have to understand. We haven't seen each other for about four to five years. And.... is you would have said something I would have spent more time with you", I said. Kendall smiled and kissed my forehead.

"Your amazing", he said smiling bigger then earlier.

"I know", I said smiling back.

"One more thing", he said as I nodded.

"Go on", I said.

"Do you feel....... safe being with me?", he asked.

"Absolutely Kendall. I want you to know that I'm with you because I feel so safe, because I trust you so much, because I love you so much", I said smiling again.

"Who would have thought..... Dilan Trigen and Kendall Knight, together", he said as I laughed.

"Carlos", I said.

"What?", Kendall asked.

★Flashback★

"So Carlos", I said sitting next to him in the grass in the park,"you never told me... who do you like?" He raised his eyebrows at me.

"Why should I tell you?", he asked. I shrugged.

"Because I wanna know", I said as he nodded.

"Promise not to tell anyone?", he said as I nodded,"Zeya"

"Oooooooo!", I said after I let out a little squeal.

"Now you tell me... who do you like?", he asked.

"You know I'm with Adam...", I said shrugging. At the time it had been four weeks since Taco was killed. I cringed saying Adam's name. Of course no one knew about any of that yet. I didn't think anyone would understand.

"Yeah I know... but you just don't... seem happy I guess", he said as I looked down. Besides Kendall, Carlos could see right through me,"you wanna know who I think you should be with?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at him. I wanted him to say Kendall. I really did like Kendall. Just the situation with Adam.... took over my life.

"I think you and Kendall should get together", he said as I hid a smile. My stomach flipped and got butterflies.

"Really?", I asked. Carlos nodded.

"Yeah! Haven't you ever heard him talk about you! I mean I know we've only known you for about a year and a half now. But he's like head over Vans for you!", he said as I let a small smile slip.

"Okay, then let's make a deal", I said as his eyebrows raised,"If Kendall and I ever get together, you have to ask Zeya out." He nodded as we shook hands. I really hoped Adam would be finished with me soon. I really like Kendall.

★Flashback over★

"So that's why those two are dating!", Kendall said with a shocked tone. I nodded.

"I don't even think Zeya really likes Carlos. But since she's the slug of our group..... she acts that way", I said as Kendall nodded. He pulled me into his arms as I could just sense a smile on his lips.

"I live you Dilan", he said. All I did was nod. From then we just asked each other random questions until about twelve thirty. That's when we both fell asleep, me in his arms. He is my Kendork... and I love him.

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(I was worried there for a second)

Did you really think she would cut it off?

(No)

I rest my case.

So anyways.... I know it's short but it's got alot of juicy info and luvy duvy stuff! So there yah go! Ill try to post again tonight but no promises... and don't worry this story isn't close to being done. See you guys next chapter!