Hood fever | Oscar Diaz

Chapter: 66

January 10th 2019

Oscar

It's been a few days since the girls got in Los Santos.
When I sobered up I was still mad about Leilani and Hector and I kept ignoring her.
She even showed up at the house but I didn't answer the door. Even though I was mad I was ashamed for fucking Lexi into the gang.
I fucked up and I couldn't face her.

How do I look my baby in the face, or even touch her again after what I did?
I can't even be mad about Hector anymore because of what I did. Fuck.

Today was the day Bianca and Lexi were gonna get their teardrops.
I walked out of my room, Cesar stepped in front of me. "You're ignoring Leilani." He said.

I shook my head. "I've been busy."
"Too busy for the girl that was gonna have your baby?" He spat at me.
I turned and looked at him.
"Don't bring that up." I said.

"Is that why you're ignoring her? Because that's what she thinks." He said pulling me back as I walked away. I frowned at him.
"Who the fuck you touching." I said getting in his face now.

"You." He said getting back in mine.
I was shocked, Cesar never did this.
"You're hurting her, she doesn't need the stress." He said pushing my chest.

"Why doesn't Hector help her with that?" I snorted.
"What are you talking about?" Cesar asked.
"The day you visited her, he was there too but I couldn't be there?" I yelled.

Cesar laughed in my face.
He really laughed.
"You're a fucking idiot." He said pushing me again.

"She got discharged, we ran into Hector he had an appointment, you were the one who said he was cool!" Cesar yelled.

"Whatever she couldn't even call me to fucking tell me what was wrong." I yelled back.

"She called you, she fucking came here and you wouldn't come out puto." Cesar yelled.

I didn't say anything, I didn't have shit to say.

I was wrong and I was trying to find ways to make myself right but I couldn't.
Truth is I was avoiding her too because this way, she was still mine.
If she knew, I don't think I'd get her back again after that, this time I actually cheated.
Fuck I cheated.

I could have avoided it.
I could have said no, I could have made up an excuse when it was Lexi's turn.
I'm leader my men wouldn't have went against me, not after what I did to Raza.
I fucked up big time.

"What is she hiding?" I asked Cesar.
"She's not hiding anything." He said.
There was a knock at the front door.
I went to open it, it was the guys.

I walked outside, I didn't want to talk to Cesar I didn't want him to keep being right and me keep being wrong.

I sat on one of the crates.
"Your ruca called me." Jose said.
"Said you've been avoiding her." He raised his eyebrow. I shrugged.

"What's up with it?" He asked.
"Nothing."

"Don't seem like nothing." He said as he smoked but kept his eyes on me.
"You love her, you're obsessed with her now you're ignoring her?" He said, still pushing it.