The Deal with Lotor

CH. 4 He's not "half" Bad

Disclaimer: this chapter will have self harm. Okay, guys I decided to continue since people have been asking me to do so. I hope you guys are really enjoying the story. Please continue to give me feed back. I like to read your comments. Thank you for giving me the courage to continue writing. With nothing you've seen before, I give you chapter 4.

Lance POV:

Standing before me was a man with long black hair but, instead of the suspected purple skin. He had skin like my own, dark tan skin.

"Where's Lotor and who are you?" I demanded.

The man turned around and was taken a back as if I'm supposed to know who he is. His eyes were this gorgeous emerald green with gold flecks in them, they're nothing compared to Keith's beautiful purple eyes. The man stepped toward me slowly expecting me to back up, however even if I wanted to. Something about him was alluring me into his gaze, I couldn't move. He makes his move closer to, not moving his gaze from my own. I was trapped in a trance that I couldn't break from though I'm not so sure that I want to.

"W-who are you?" I started to trip over my words in such a panic, my heart is pounding. God why is he so damn gorgeous.

Finally he stands before me and gently smiles. That damn smile striked straight into my heart making my face go red. I look down at the floor and grips my chest. If my heart don't stop pounding like this he'll hear it. He's already so damn close he s going to hear it. Shut up heart. Shut up!

He gently places one hand on my hip and the other on my cheek. He cups my chin and slowly leans in just enough for our lips to barely brush against each other. "I'm Lucas" he whispered softly with our lips almost but, barely touching. Then everything went black.

Lotor's POV

I caught him in my chest before he could fall to the ground. Holding him gently in my arms, I caressed his cheek and ran my fingers through his hair.

"Guards!"
" Yes, Prince Lotor"
"See to it that he gets to his chambers safely"
"Yes sire" they said as they gently took Lance from me and took him to his quarters.

As soon as they left, I slammed my head into the wall. What the hell?! Why did I change and showed him my transforming magic?! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! And why did I say Lucas? I ruined it. Dammit, what was I thinking? That's the problem I wasn't thinking although, he did look rather happy as he was mesmerized by "Lucas". I could get use to this.

Keith's POV

I get back to the castle of lions and my heart sank to see everyone so ruin from Lance's disappearance. Allura was on the couch in the lounge leaning on Shiro's shoulder obviously weak and frail.  Pidge on the other end of the couch sat with her legs clung to her chest and her face buried in her lap. She had a green hoodie on with cat headphones that was clearly blasting "How to save a life" from The Fray. Hunk came out of the kitchen with a batch of fresh sugar cookies in a haste.

"Lance, I made you cookies just the way you like them. I knew you would...." His words trailed as he dropped the batch of cookies in the floor with a look of disappointment to realize it wasn't his best friend at the door but, rather it was I. "...Come back." He finished his sentence with tears that welled up in his eyes as he sprinted back into the kitchen.

I missed you too, Hunk.

With Hunk's big exit, everyone looked in my directed with the same hopeful look to only end in disappointment. Shiro managed to give me a smile but, without saying a word I knew he wished I was Lance. Allura tried to stand but, had to be caught by Shiro.

"I'm fine, Shiro. Really I am. It's great to see you Keith, we've missed you. I'm sure if Lance was here he would asking if you've gotten any taller." She let out a short chuckle however, shortly after her face was covered in pain.

" Are you alright Allura?" I asked with concern and Shiro nodded.

"She exerted large amounts of energy through the teladove against the Galra when we were being attacked. She fought with her all and saved us, she was very noble." He said with I think was a slight blush. I could be seeing things but, I think he did blush.

"She obviously wasn't noble enough to save Lance!" Pidge, who is now standing, yelled at Shiro breathing heavy fuming with anger with watery eyes. It was very obvious what she said hurt Allura a lot because she is now covering her mouth silently crying flinching at every word that came out of Pidge's mouth.

Shiro now upset with Pidge said sternly like a space dad, "Pidge, that was uncalled for. You need to apologize now."

" Why, because she's our beloved princess?! She's no princess of mine if she can't even protected a paladin. Some princess you are." Pidge spat out and ran off. Leaving Shiro and I to cheer up Allura.

Shiro held Allura to his chest brushing her hair back with his finger tips, rocking back and forth cooing her. "Shhh, it's okay. It's okay, she didn't mean it. She's just upset about Lance as we all are." Allura's cries soften in Shiro's chest. I've decided to slip out the room before they noticed I was gone. I don't do well with crying people and besides Shiro had it handled.

I continue my walk through the halls onward to my room. I came across Pidge's room and decided to take a peek in her cracked door. My eyes widened at the sight of Pidge without her shirt on with a knife at hand cutting into her waist, hitting her bottom lip to hold back the screams as she continue to make her second gash. I burst into the room knocking the knife out her hand holding her tight. First she was screaming telling me to let go, even started hitting me but I wouldn't budge. Then she cried in my arms clinging onto me tight so I held her tighter.
"Keith....you got bring Lance back....you have to...It's not the...same without him." She said in between tears.
"I promise I will Pidge. In the mean time please don't do this again. We can't lose you too." She cried more letting it all out and from that point on I made a vow.

Keith's and Lotor's POV

I swear Lance I'll get to you, I promise.

(Credits to the artist)

Hey, guys long time no see. I'm trying to do some character development and get real deep with this. So what do you guys think of Pidge's breakdown?! Obviously Lance meant a lot to Pidge then we realize but, did she have to go that far? Maybe there's more to the story. Stay tuned till next time. Was it too much? too little? I plan on showing the side effects of Lance's disappearance of each paladin including Lance. Please comment, vote, and even share. Also let me know if you think that I shouldn't be so dark. I'm sorry if this triggered anymore. I Love you guys! ❤