Burnt Essences [A Story of Stale Love]

Forbidden Love

You're like gold dust,
I can't leave you.
You're like fine silk,
Forbidden for me to wear.
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They said we must die first,
To be reborn new.
But It's like raw rebirth,
Forbidden until I'm here.
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From nothingness you emerged into my life,
To turn my Life into nothingness.
You are all my elements tonight,
Fire. Earth. Water. Air.
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Are you a victim of compromise?
Or are you just mistaken.
Because I'm a victim of caring too much,
Considering all your Bullshit I've taken.
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And you kiss me with knives in your teeth,
An angel in demonic disguise.
That when I see beyond your oak brown eyes,
To my core I'm so badly shaken.
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Let me taste those tears, Baby.
They have more sugar than salt I've heard.
All those scars and pulsating fears, Baby.
Let me erase them word for word.
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For they haunt me in my dreams now,
Nightmares and Sweetest ones alike.
These adrenaline and smiles, oh the combination,
With fire in me I awaken.
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Alas,
Your teardrop reflects no reflections,
It's as solid as they come.
For they are devoid of all emotions,
Are you tired yet? Of the faking?
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Leave no hate. Take no love.
That's your motto my love.
Take no prisoners, You kill with precision,
Of these Escapades, I've had enough.
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So I just stand there suffering,
Unable to conquer you.
I can't have you I know,
So I find solace in this ending affair.
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Self righteous. Self composed,
Head held high, you walked out on me.
And left all the Windows open,
Like you never fucking cared.
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And I was there to pick up the pieces.
I kept staring at the mess you made,
Too Scared to Object to your Breaches,
Too Stubborn for this Love to fade.
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For you, baby, were like Gold Dust,
I couldn't leave you.
But You were like fine Silk,
Forbidden for me to wear.
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It couldn't be you I could wear.
(M.Z)