Burnt Essences [A Story of Stale Love]

Our Differences

She was Demon Talk,
Sad Thoughts, A Living Mortuary.
And I was but an Eggshell,
Bound to Crack.
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She was Coral Reef,
All Colors and Rock. Hardened Soul,
And me? I was Melting Snow. A Lost Nemo,
A Fossil in the middle.
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She was HipHop,
Country Music, Vibe of a Hero,
I was Soft blues. Too slow.
Unheard in her rhythm.

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So we fell,
Headfirst, all commotion,
I fell down,
Stayed Down.
But She was stubborn,
So She Sat up,
And Dusted over,
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They Said,
I had to be Strong,
That I should let Go of my Past.
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They told me to Grow Up,
Cuz good things never Last.
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So now I mourn,
More silent than I was meant to,
And you keep moving on.
To newer chapters.
.
You move on to newer mindsets,
While I stay in this room you locked me in.
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Looking out, Still finding,
Through this glass door,
A moment to seize,
For us to be whole again.
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And you keep moving on,
Not looking behind you,
So now we're miles apart,
Still Drifting in the wind.
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You say you're cold,
But when you lose faith,
Why do you grow teary?
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You say you're strong,
But then again,
When you've had your fill,
Of my Love you can't swallow,
Then,
Tell me why?
Do you grow weary.
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You were somnolence,
And I was imbalance,
Shifting between these worlds,
Of Yours and Reality.
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So now I bathe,
In the waters you've turned cold,
In this heart,
That you froze.
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And You bathe,
In the sunlight I gave you,
In your heart,
That I turned soft
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You were Demon Talk,
Sad thoughts, a living mortuary,
And I was an eggshell,
Bound to crack.
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But I turned her,
From demon to angel,
While she stepped on me,
Saying She had Wings,
But I didn't.
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So now I remain,
Tattered in eggshells,
Waiting for another wind,
To blow me over.
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To blow me away.
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So now, Finally,
As the stars Align tonight,
You, Dear Darling,
Are out of my Skies since Today,
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So when God takes you back,
Remember, Robin,
What I said,
Flap your Wings As you Go.
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You're my Highs and My Lows,
My Flames and My Snow,
You're My colours and my hope,
Flap your Wings as you Go.
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For when God takes you back,
I'll Sing Hey baby Angel.
Hey Dearest Angel you're home.

(M.Z)