" in perfect world what you want is what you get"
It’s funny how I worked hard my whole life, sacrificed so much, late nights just to think that It would get better and easier, but it didn’t.
I was in bed laying on my back I hadn’t slept all night thinking, about the shooting I been walking up and down the house, drinking water to relieve the stress.
I rolled around, and went right back to staring at the ceiling.
- Babe.
His voice came in a whisper I could barely hear him. His arms wrapped tighter around me pulling me closer.
- I need you to sleep
- I was,
He sat up, and looked down at me, he was sleepy.
- Don’t wake up because of me im sorry just go back-
- Don’t worry. Why aren’t you sleeping.
- I don’t know its just, I don’t know
He sigh and ran hs hand over his face, and got out of the bed. He came over to my side of the bed and looked down at me with hands on his hips.
- Talk to me.
I sat up and smiled at him.
- I don’t want to talk about it
- Oh yea
He put both knees on the bed and crawled towards me. He rested both feet on either sides of me and touched my chin with his index finger, and smashed his lips on mine, he ran a hand through my hair.
- I love you so much.
The passion in his voice made me grab his face back to mine, and kissed back with passion.i pushed him to where his back was on the bed and I was on top of him.
- I like us better like this
He said while flipping us over. His lips never leaving. Me
He trailed kisses down my jaw line and to my neck I wrappd my legs around his waist, I loved the way he felt. I ran my hands up his shirt,
- A little too early for that don’t you think
I said pushing him away
- What’s the problem
- N-nothing
He searched my eyes deeply. And pulling himself up
- What now.
- I feel like your hiding something from me.
He raised am eyebrow not showing any emotion, well he was a great lawyer.
- We are not going down that road again
He got off the bed. I ran a hand through my hair. I turned to watch him leaving the room.
I hate it when he does that but, I have to say what’s on my mind. I don’t want to hurt myself.
- When you want to trust me tell me.
He closed the door and I ran a hand through my hair. And lie back down.
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When I finally woke up it was 11 and I rolled out of bed I had to go see Cole in jail today.
I walked out of the room, and like I expected Michael was nowhere in sight, I went to his office and sat on his desk I opened the drawers and looked through the case file, I looked for anything. I found the Asia file and went through it. The case was pushed back and the charges were dropped. But how? And why wasn’t I informed? But this is good news why would he hide this from me! I just sigh and put the file back where I found it I opened the door and jumped up when I saw him.
- You are still here
- You know I don’t want you going in there where my privacy is!
I looked down, and he put both hands in his pockets.
- What were you looking for proof that I was cheating on you? Do you want to go through my messages, what do you want from me Leila what!
My heart pushed back and cringed at him yelling. I don’t like it when people scream at me. Like a cycle tears welled up in my eyes.
- I’m sorry.
I mumbled.
He backed me into the wall, and banged his hands on the wall behind me.
- Leila I’m yours only yours, I promise that it will stay that way, I may have not had the best record before and hurt you with some decisions I made but I’m sorry I’ am I love you and that is final I don’t want you questioning my faithfulness because nothing compares to you, what will I go to when I have the best?.
He wiped the tears that fell beneath my eyes.
- Don’t cry, I just hate it when you don’t trust me believe me when I say I love you because I do.
Tears welled in his eyes, and he swallowed.
- I love you Leila only you it will always be you, I’m sorry about the baby, our baby I’m sorry that I wasn’t there for you I’m sorry that you had to go through that by yourself. And I would be lying if I said I don’t think about that child and how you would be about three months, and if I don’t blame myself because I do and you not trusting me raises that insecurity.
I had no idea he felt this way it was very surprising that he brought up the baby but I understood. I love him and its getting harder and harder to shield my heart because he is trying.
- I don’t blame you at all , I had no idea you felt this way im sorry-
- Don’t you dare apologize.
He smashed his lips on mine and kissed me roughly and passionately,I ran my hands through his hair, he pressed against me, and snaked an arm around me and pulled me to him our skin were practically one and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
- I love you
- I I love you too.
His face lit up when I said it.
- Say that agin
- I love you!
- I like the sound of that- --------------------------------------
I got ready to go see Cole I slipped on some dark jeans and a white tank top. Grabbed Michaels car keys because leilani had mine, And he offered, he wanted to come but understood when I said that I needed to be alone.
- I walked into the cold detention center and went and gave them the details on who I came to see. I was eyed strangely but they let me through I slid into a cold room and he was ther waiting for me I sat down and he smirked up at me I had on a plain mean face and the smirk dropped.
- - hey
- Hey how-
- Lets get straight to it.
- You look great
- Cple
- What have you been doing your hair is shorter-
- Stop!
He closed his mouth and stared at me.
- I just wan t to know why you lied to me.
A/N ITS BEEN A LITTLE WHILE BUT HERE IT IS THANKS FOR READING AND VOTING IM THANKFUL FORTHOSE WHO HAVE STUCK WITH ME, IM SO HAPPY. I LOVE MY READERS, THANK YOU FOR THE LOVE.
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