All is fair with love and war

A Daughter

" it all start to get scary when you step into reality"

Today has started out well and Cole has been taking car e of me, he doesn’t know about the baby he just knew half of it and I’m glad I hope he doesn’t catch on to it because he might be really upset. I crawled out of bed and decided to go straight to the shower, when I was done cleaning up I put on my pink and white slides, with pink shorts and a white tee. I walked down the hall and opened the guest room door. Me and Cole weren’t sleeping in the same room and I know I said that we were back together but I’m putting fifty feet between us I don’t know why but it’s what I’m doing. Cole doesn’t like it one bit but he is dealing with it.

  When I open the guess room door he was lying on his back and was staring up at the ceiling.

-          Hey

-          Hey you up

-          Yea

I walked over to him and sat on the edge of the bed, and he sat up against the bed board.

-          I don’t appreciate sleeping here

-          I know that you don’t but that’s how I want it for now.

He shook his head and wrapped an arm around me to pull me closer.

-          Leila

He whispered in my ear his tone serious.

-          Yes

-          I know what you’re doing and I don’t like it not one bit.

I bit my lip and sigh I turned to face him our face inches away.

-          I’m sorry

-          Please Leila I know that I hurt you but come on different rooms.

-          I’m sorry. It’s what I want Cole.

Another reason why I don’t want Cole to sleep in my room is because I don’t want to sleep with him I’m not on the pills and I’m not going to take a risk of getting pregnant again. i really love Cole but I have feelings for Michael after he told me he love me. But after the way he acted I don’t think that there is a future in us.

    Cole was staring at me I’m here physically but mentally I’m out I’m not here at all. I’m having a hard time coping with everything.

-          Babe I need my breakfast so meet me downstairs.

He chuckled,

-          Yea whatever.

-          You’re upset

-          Yea I am

-          There’s nothing I can do about that.

With that he sighs and I got off the bed and slammed the door.

I jogged down the stairs and found Bianca sitting on the counter talking to my sister.

-          Don’t you have school child

-          Yea I’m going Mom,.

I smiled weakly, and nodded my head at Bianca.

-          Hey

-          Leilani you better get to school its eight twenty school started an hour ago.

-          I’m going to be fashionably late it’s my first day.