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" when you keep fighting with something you become weak tired and think you lost but you dont lose until you give up."

I cried so much I ended up sleeping I woke up and the bed was empty but I could tell he had slept with me. Everytime he told me he loved me he was lieying he looked me in the eye and lied to my face broke every thing that could love within me because I gave it all to him. Everything my heart my soul and my tears. I just don’t want to think about it a tear streamed down my face and I wiped it away.

                   I heade down to the kitchen when I saw cole

-          Morning babe

He wrapped his arms around me

-          Let me go

-          You were never a morning person

-          No stop

-          Babe youre crying

-          Stop touching me

-          Why are you crying

-          Your married?

-          Babe I

-          Save the bullshit you don’t care about me do you you just wanted to have it with me

-          I just

-          How do you do it lie like a devil

-          I do love you im serious its just I was trying to tell her and I was going to tell you and before we got married I would of asked her for a divorce I love you and that’s the truth and you may not believe it but I love everything about you

-          Then your ganna treat me like your wife

-          Then we can have children many of them

-          Stop it cole take me home

-          Babe calm down

-          We are done don’t call me don’t talk to me don’t show up at my house don’t touch me I don’t even want to see your face . take me home

He loosened his grip and went to go get his keys I called in sick and when I got home I went straight to my room . and Bianca called me

-          Hey lei

-          Hey bo

-          Whats wrong

-          I just don’t feel good

-          Tell me

-          Coleismarried

-          What we ganna have a talk later

-          Okay.

I just tossed the phone and stared at the ceiling my mind blank totally blank.  A knock came at my door and I said

-          Come in.

It was Michael I was lating back on  my bed

-          Hey Leila

-          Hey.

I took the ring off and put it on the nightstand

-          When I here you just take it off

-          No

-          Whose that guy downstairs

-          My brothe?

-          Oh he is your brother

-          You thought

-          Yes

-          Eww no Michael

He sat on the bed and said

-          Are you and cole

-          I don’t know we had a um fight

A tear ran down  my face and he got closer and wiped it away

-          About what

-          I don’t want to talk about it

Tears just ran down my face like niagra he took off his shoes so he could lift his feet on my bed I turned to face him and he pushed a hair strand behind my ears

-          You can tell me

I bit down on my bottom lip is e going to laugh at me no he wouldn’t micjael is nice.

-          Cole is married

-          What are you serious

-          Yea I um found out this mornig, say it

-          Say what

-          I told you so

-          Leila you still don’t get it

-          Get what

-          That I care about you

He wiped another tear and got closer closing the space between us his lips smashed on mine he was sweet soft tasting I coldnt resist the kiss got heated. My door swung open and I saw my brother standing with mr dallaz fu-

Nathan closed the door  and mr dallaz cleared his throat.

-          Leila

-          Mr. dallaz

-          What is this

-          I came to see her – Michael butted in

-          I see that you seem comfortable and offly close

-          Mr dallaz its no-

-          Don’t I saw Leila di=ont you have a boyfriend

-          Erm…. Yea

-          Youre beingf disgusting and unfaithful with my son

HYPOCRITE

-          ITS NOTHING I SWEAR

-          OBVIOUSLY ITS SOMETHING

-          Im leaving – Michael mumbled

-          No youre not

-          What is wrong with you im a grown ass man.

He brushed shoulders with mr dallaz and kept walking he rolld his eyas and said

-          Leila im not fucking playing with you

-          Yes sir

-          I don’t want you to talk to Michael unless its buiseness

-          Yessir.

After he left I had a talk with my mom and Bianca and I still didn’t know what to do I love him for goodness sakes but all he  does is make me cry. I kissed Michael back but wether it meant anything  or not didn’t seem to be relevant.

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