All is fair with love and war

secrets

My heart stopped beating I don’t know how he is going to react, and I don’t know how much he knows.

-          Cole

-          Leila no excuses

I sigh heavily, I looked in the mirror and back at him,

-          Cole its complicated

-          Its always complicated with you Leila always.

He threw his hands in the air, I don’t believe yhe cole im seeing right now.

-          Cole please don’t be upset

-          Don’t freaking be upset, you didn’t tell me you knew for three weeks and you didn’t tell me, I bet Michael knows.

-          Please don’t talk about him.

He rooled his eyes and sat on my bed.

-          Leila you should of told me babe

I dropped myself on the bed. Why is it so hard for him to understand that things are always complicated with me its my life I don’t get to live a normal life and I don’t care as much as I want to fight its never going to be a normal life.

-          Im sorry I didn’t tell you about asia.

He ran his hands through his hair, this is NOT ta ALL what I expected from him its almost too faked. He is hiding something.

-          Cole..- I trailed off

-          Yes

He looked at me over his shoulder

-          Are you hiding something from me?

He looked down, so he is hiding something its not like cole to act like this its totally not like him.

-          Cole talk to me.

He shook his head.

-          Im sorry Leila, im sorry I love you but I cant tell you and it hurts me to hide this from you but somethings are better left unsaid.

-          What is going on cole what is happening

-          I cant tell you, but I can protect you from it let me move in for three months.

I shook my head and got up I don’t understand any of this.

-          Leila you don’t understand and how could you but please let me sleep with you or let me hire personal security for you.

-          Cole what is going on

He stood up.

-          I have to go but ill be back tonight promise yu wont leave without calling me.

-          What cole please tell me what it is please

-          Its not a good time, ill be back later I love you.

He hoverd over me and grabbed my lipss with his, it was supposed to be a simple goodbye kiss but it got passionate really quick, and I wrapped my legs around his waiste to bring him closer to me.

-          I love you Leila I got to run.

I nodded and delt with the fact that he wasn’t ganna tell me.

-          I love you too.

He smiled weakly and left. Ugg im scared bout to dodo in my pants. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes shut.