trying hard!! just cant be happy

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"life isnt about being happy because its really hard to be"

I suddenly felt sick to my stomach but I need to just calm down. I ran to the sink to throw up when I heard bianc call out.

-          Lei you got back with cole last week it can’t possibly be his

-          So what are you implying- I called back

-          That its Michael, that.. ummmm. Your man here

I had no idea what so ever what she said so I said

-           I know what you saying he is good in bed and is sexy but- I stopped when I saw cole

WHAT THE, cole was so upset it flared on his expression.

-          Leila

-          Cole- I said softly

He looked at me intently and a bit upset.

-          What were you saying

-          Nothing why do you even care

Bianca got off my bed she walked out and closed the door behind her.

-          Cole

-          No Leila really you told me that you were just friends.

-          Why does it even matter

-          Are you pregnant

-          No

-          I heard half the conversation before I came in

-          No im not im just not feeling good

-          Don’t lie to me

-          No im not

-          DAMN it Leila you are pregnant

-          Cole I

I slowed to see how frustrated and irritated this situation made him.

-          I wanted to have kids with you and you are pregnant with someone that you don’t even love

-          Cole why the hell are you sa upset- I screamed

-          How the fuck did that happen Leila how do you let someone else get you pregnant but eveythime I ask you want to use PROTECTION

-          Reall!!!!! Cole what the hell we are done there is no us dammit you make me so upset and uggggggg

-          I make you upset

I said nothing he is so jealous im not even pregnancy he is doing the most right now he don’t have to do all that extra.

-          Look Leila im sorry I shouldn’t have screamed at you- he paused like what he was about to say had to be phrased correctly.

-          I want a baby with you

-          What if im already pregnant- I said smartly

-          Then you are getting an abortion so we can have our baby

-          I can’t believe you just said that cole do you know how much that hurts

I threw myself on the bed as tears fell down my eyes

-          Look babe I didn’t mean it to hurt you I want you so much and us being broken up it kills me I love you

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