Unconditional Love (Book #2)

Chapter 8

~*Lucifer*~

Its been three days since that whole showdown at the marriage counselor office and I been at Kimberly house. We weren't together or nothing we was just chilling with the occasional sex.

   "Lu. You want something to eat?" Kimberly asked walking around naked.

It was a nice sight to see but she wasn't De'Asia. Kimberly was too skinny with no curves. She had the pretty face and whatnot but she had nothing else to offer.

   "I'm good."

   "You never want to eat my cookin'." She said stepping in front of the t.v.

   "Yo' ass can't cook! Now move the fuck out the way." I said kicking her in her knee.

Her apartment was little so my leg could reach her knee since the couch was closer to the t.v. When I kicked her in her knee she fell to the floor.

   "Why are you treating me like this? I thought you loved me." She said crawling on the floor to the couch.

   "I did love you but now I see you ain't no good for me. I can't believe I left my wife for you." I said standing up.

   "What does she have that make you love her so much?"

   "She is a business woman, the mother of my kids and my wife. Since I been here with you I noticed that you ain't shit. You can't cook, you can't clean, you can't give head the right way and you most definitely can't keep a job. De keep the house clean, she can cook, when she do give head she give it right and she own a clothing store. These past three days have opened my eyes to see that you ain't shit and never will be shit. Have a nice life Kimberly because I'm done with you for real this time."

I walked out of her apartment and hopped in my truck.

I can't believe that I let her trap me into her web. I fell for the sex she gave but she was a nobody. She don't have no job, no car, no nothing. The fact that I even fucked with her makes me mad at myself. I just wanted someone to feel the pain that I felt when I got cheated on. I know it makes no sense but its the truth. I was hurt and will forever be hurt but it wasn't right to do that to De. All she did was hold me down.

I was going to make everything right. I miss De and I missed my daughters. I have grown into a family man and I miss my family.

~*De'Asia*~

I was running around the house trying to get my thoughts together. I was cleaning for no reason and I was just doing random shit. I was bored without the girls and I was lonely without Lu being here.

I love Lu and I miss him. I know that I should just walk away but I can't. Its not that easy to say goodbye to the nigga that took yo' virginity, wifed you and gave you three beautiful little girls. I need Lu because he keeps me going.

   "I can't explain this feeling. . . I think about it everyday." I sung while wiping the same spot on the kitchen table over and over.

I was just singing little lines here and there of certain songs. It kept me calm and made me feel better.

I was still wiping the same spot on the table when I heard the doorbell ring. It was only one something so I didn't know who it could have been. I looked through the peephole and took a deep breath before opening the door.

   "Can I come into my own home or is this still uncharted territory?"

I laughed at Lu and let him in. I closed the door behind him and walked into the living room. We sat down on the couch and I started messing with my nails.