Unconditional Love (Book #2)

Chapter 20 (Cont.)

~*Lani*~

It felt too good to be home. Fresh air, clean clothes that actually fit me, and I got to be around people I loved and cared for.

   "Why are you here?" De asked looking at me with a scowl.

No love from my own sister. It was cool though. I been through worse in jail.

   "No hi or welcome home but its fine." I said walking closer to her. "Well dear sister, I was let out a month early because I was on my best behavior."

   "How many?" She asked crossing her arms.

   "How many what?"

   "How many people you fuck to get out early?"

   "My pussy mileage doesn't concern you." I said hoping she wouldn't question me further.

Me and De stared at each other for a period of time. She looked better than when I last saw her but also a little stressed. Her bump was showing more and she looked thick. I was happy for her but not for myself. I was so busy having this stare off with De that I didn't see Logan walk up next to me.

   "So this is your sister Lani?" He asked putting an arm around me.

   "Yes Lo." I said stepping closer to him.

De scoffed at me then walked away. I could hear her cursing under her breath but I could care less. Lu stood up and shook his head at me.

   "So this how you do my brother?"

   "Fuck yo' brother." I said carelessly.

   "Get the fuck off my property then." He said with his eyes turning dark.

I turned on my heel and sat the bags in my hands on the table. I grabbed Logan hand and dragged him behind me. I wasn't going to stay somewhere I wasn't wanted so I was gone. They didn't have to tell me twice to leave because I had connections to get whatever I wanted.

   "Lo I wanna go home." I said stopping on the passenger side when we made it to the car.

   "I thought you wanted to go see Jade and your mom." He said while unlocking the doors.

I blew air through my nostrils and opened my door. Did he not understand what the fuck two plus two was either?

   "That can wait another day Lo. I just want to go to our nice warm house and chill. I also would like a bubble bath to really relax."

   "I got you Lani." He said grabbing my hand as we pulled off.

My first family meeting didn't go so well but things happened. De didn't care for me anymore and Lu was mad because his brother got played. To tell the truth I was never over Zay. I might go to my grave only loving him. Yeah I just said eff him but it was all an act. If I was to see Zay right now then I bet I would drop them draws and let him have his way.

   "Stop daydreaming and get out the car." Logan said holding the car door open for me.

That was fast but whenever I think about Zay time always fly by. I smiled at Lo and got out. I reached back and grabbed my new purse then walked up the walk way.

I been home for about two days now but I was just laying low at the house Logan was renting out for us. I wanted to get new clothes and whatnot because all my original belongings were at the house I shared with Zay once upon a time.

I basically want to start a new chapter in my life and I believe Logan is the perfect person to do that with.

~*Zay*~

Why was I in such a position? Why was I in such a bad mood? Why did I have the worst of luck? Basically, why me?

I wrote the lyrics down on paper and nodded my head to an imaginary beat. I was feeling some type of way and I just happened to grab a pen and notebook. I never did something like this before but I liked it. It gave me a way to express my feelings in private while also getting shit off my chest.

I never asked to be betrayed. I never asked to be played. I never asked to be with a person so full of hatred, so I ask again; why me?

It sounded kind of feminine but it was the way I was feeling at the moment. I been writing random songs for two days straight but I didn't know the reason behind it. Most of them were about Lani, like this one, but the others were upbeat and made you dance. I have about 20 right now. All have a certain beat and a special meaning.

   "Zay open the door!" I heard someone say followed by pounding.

I threw the almost filled notebook to the side and put the pen behind my ear as I got up to answer the door. I opened it to see an angry De'Asia standing right there.

   "Whats good?" I asked stepping to the side.

   "Yo' damn wife. She gon' show up at my house with another nigga talking 'bout she got out early. I was so damn mad I almost canceled the birthday party." She said looking in the refrigerator.

   "Wait. She out? Wait again. Who birthday is it?" I asked closing the door.

   "You forgot my babies birthday?" She asked then put her mouth on my orange juice carton.

   "You can keep that." I said watching her drink away.

   "I drunk the whole carton anyway." She said putting it back in the fridge.

Did she just. . ? I ain't even gon' question her because her crazy pregnant ass might stab me or something.

   "Yes it is my babies birthday today and they are having a little party. You coming or not?" She asked grabbing a loft of bread and my family bag of Doritos.

   "Yeah I'll go but where you going with my bread and chips?" I asked grabbing up the notebook before she could see it.

   "To my damn house. I'm hungry and I'm eating this on the way." She said opening the door.

I wasn't even gon' stop her because she was gon' do what she wanted because she was De'Asia. The only real reason I was going was to see Lani. I know we got into last time but I missed her and wanted to see her without a gaurd standing over my shoulder.

Hopefully this is a second chance.

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So tell me what cha think! Sorry this is so short but I had forgot to add these two POVs last chapter. I'm also sorry about the late update but school and a busy after school schedule is kicking my butt.

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