Unconditional Love (Book #2)

Chapter 17

"A real person will love you for your positives not your negatives and will turn the negatives into a positive." -Unkown

~*Shaquan*~

I felt so bad to be hiding so much from Zay. We been chilling for two weeks and I was falling for him. He was a cool laid back dude and just liked to chill. I felt bad because I should've keep it 100 with him from the get go. Having sex with him the same night I met him was a big mistake. I should've kept my legs closed and got to know him first.

I know some people wonder how I had sex with him but its not that complex like for real for real. I got the full blown procedure done on the cruise. When I stepped foot on that cruise ship I was an openly gay dude. I got off that bitch looking like a royal princess. Thats the whole reason I was on there.

I had met a white doctor that said he could turn me into the woman I wanted to be if he could have the first taste when he was done. It was a little weird but I didn't complain. He worked his magic without getting caught and I came out looking amazing. Of course I had to pay my debt because I didn't have any real cash flow and he was the first man to hit the new kitty. From there on he hooked me up with a couple other doctors that liked my 'type' and I been getting money.

I'm a hoe and I know it but I rather not bring attention to it on certain occasions.

   "Shayyy."

I looked at Zay as he came walking into the kitchen.

He been at my house for the past two weeks we've been talking and I like having his company. Now I ain't got to be a third wheel to Layla and Kai.

   "Yes?" I asked going back to the chilli I was making.

I was the type of person that liked to have dinner done around lunch time just so that I could just save time.

   "You bae now." He said wrapping his arms around my waist.

   "Not after two weeks." I said leaning back into his chest a little.

   "Yes you are and I want you to meet my mama."

My heart started beating fast because I've seen Mama Lynn a couple times and she most definitely would not approve of me or this relationship Zay wanted.

   "Maybe next time." I said moving closer to the stove and away from him.

   "Why you acting like that?"

   "Because I don't feel comfortable."

   "Comfortable with what?"

I turned the fire down and I turned around to look at him. He was so fine that I almost didn't want to do this.

   "I'm not comfortable with playing house when we don't even know each other and I have yet to tell you the truth."

   "Explain because you bae now and I can handle whatever you got to tell me." He said pecking my lips.

   "I was born a man." I said nervously.

Zay looked at me then stepped back. He stared at me for a while then hunched over. He put a hand on his stomach and started vomiting. I stepped to the side as he released his breakfast. I grabbed a few paper towels and started laying them over the vomit as Zay calmed himself.

   "You for real?"

   "Yes." I said wiping the vomit up.

I finally looked up at Zay and he started laughing. I was scared so I just stood up and threw the paper towels away.