Dear Not My Place Ava
Your Right. I am eager to kill the enemy. In fact I'm begging, wishing and praying to kill. I feel the temptation inside me ,aching to just kill the enemy in just one blow. Call me monstrous and all but I won't care about what you think. I no longer have the pleasure of doing that.
I'm sorry if you are suddenly scared or feel uncomfortable with writing to me. If you decide to stop writing I am fine with that. Thank you for writing to me all this time. It must have taken up a lot of your precious time writing back to me...
From Shameful Jonas
I'm certain she'll think I'm some sort of psycho now. When I gave the letter to the sergeant for her to deliver to the mailing post. Instantly I regretted writing that. I wished I had wrote something different in that letter and denied everything she said. It's like she can see straight through me through out letters. I'm not sure why I have this sinking feeling in my stomach and feeling... disappointed. These are just letters. They don't mean anything.
Right?
YOU ARE READING
Letters To My Soldier Boy Lover
Romance#1 in Poppies #200 in letters in Nov 19 #7 in distance #1 remembrance Jonas never really thought that writing a random address and postal code would have anyone respond to his letters. He thought they would just be discarded or even not be delivere...
