Dear Jonas
I won't bite! Seriously you don't have to feel awkward about writing to me anymore. Remember I'm still your psychiatrist! You can't keep your feelings inside without telling me!
You can write to me how stupid I am or how you feel about my confession. It won't hurt! I promise.
I really hope that my last letter didn't scare you off.
From Ava
I regret confessing to him now. You ever have one of those feelings where you wish you could turn back time and changed what you done? Right now is one of those moments.
Without Jonas letters it made me feel empty. There's nothing to look forward to. His last letter was quite short. There was nothing that I could be happy about the last letter.
Like me he wished me the best. He's probably too scared or is looking out for me by not writing back or he's worried that he told me good luck with the guy I liked. He must be shocked that he was wishing me good luck with him.
My sister Molly told me that the guy isn't worth my time if he can't handle the confession without accepting it and brushing it off with no problem or being understanding.
I thought Jonas was one those people that would understand.
Apparently not.
My heart hurts though.
I'm insane.
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