Letters To My Soldier Boy Lover

Letter 8

Dear Shameless Jonas
             I won't be able to understand your thirst for killing or whatever you call for wanting to kill but, one thing I learned in this war was to not judge. So I won't judge you, nor would I stop writing to you. These letters give make me feel more connected to the people that are sacrificing their lives. Which is you in this case.

I don't know why but I always seem to enjoy writing to you. There's at least one person in the outside word that is not my family that I feel at ease to write out some of my thoughts out. Technically speaking if you were face to face with me.

Your very brave Jonas and because you volunteered into this messy war I won't judge you other than the fact that your extremely brave to fight for your country. Me on the other hand am to scare to even be in the war...

This is where my letter ends today. Though I like to add that next time let's talk about some lighter topics. I feel very gloomy talking about death. Although if you feel the need go ahead. I won't judge. I'll be the psychologist for you. It'll be easier because we're not talking face to face. Anyways train hard!
      
                                       From Wimpy Ava

I wasn't lying when I said I won't judge him. One thing I learned about wars is that it is a cruel and makes people go crazy. I've seen it and people who can't control themselves ended up killing themselves, killing other people or are killed. The fact that Jonas is using his urge to kill people on the Front Lines other than people on the streets show that he hasn't entirely turned crazy to the point he can't control it. I'm not trying to call him crazy but I mean that he still thinks sensibly. He's suffering to much by himself by keeping everything inside of him. I don't want him suffering.

How do you guys think of this so far? Any feedback? Open to all suggestions.