A Haunted Dream; BOS 6

Pleasureful Testing

Lillian Morgan
I don't know what to do.
Last night I was raped by my attacker.
I want to tell someone.
I feel like I need to tell someone.
But I can't.
"Are you alright Lillian? You look very pale." Alexs voice breaks me from my thoughts and I turn my head away from the window to look at him.
His eyes were focused on the road and traffic but he kept glancing at me, a look of worry on his face. "I think I just need something to eat." I reply with the best smile I could muster. By the look on his face Alex saw right through the far smile to see something was bothering me but he just looked back at the road and kept quiet.
It didn't take long to get to the manor where Alex and the others live. It was huge. 5 floors high and god knows how wide and how far back it goes. The property around it is perfectly taken care of. The whole place was surrounded by a shining black iron fence. Guards stood at the base of the driveway and nodded as Alex drove up the golden gravel drive and parked by the other many cars. All shining in the light. Not a speck of dust to be seen.
"Why is everything about you guys so perfect?" I mumble under my breath and Alex laughs.
I stare at him in shock. How did he hear me.
"We are far from perfect Lillian. This is all a layer of deception." He says and steps from the car.
Slowly I follow. My lower body ached slightly and I sigh. With my gaze down I follow Alex inside where we're imediantly met by the others. I lift my eyes slightly to look at them. Shannon let's out a gasp as her eyes widen. She dives towards me and hugs me tightly. "I'm so, so sorry." She whispers and I go rigid.
"How did you know?" I ask quietly and Shannon holds me at arms length. I'm sure everyone is completly confused by now but my attention is on Shannon.
She looks at me, pity in her eyes. "It takes a victim, to know a victim." She says sadly. The other girls all gasp in shock.
"Oh my god." They all leap forwards and hug me. Imediantly I break down and crumple into their arms.
I sob uncontrollably, tears streaming down my face, a large lump forming in my throat making it hard for me to breath. "I could stop him. I cried for help. But it didn't work. I had to kill him." I say between croaky sobs.
"Is there something we should know?" Liam asks.
All the girls spun around except for Shannon who continued to hug me soothingly. They all glared sharply at the guys. "She's just been attacked and tortured in the worst possible way for any female. You do not want to go asking about it." Delance hissed, emphasizing 'not'.
"When Shannon was captured Ashley said the same thing about Shannon. We still don't know what that is." Kyle grumbles.
I spot Dylan eyes widen and his jaw drops as he stares at me. "Don't you dare say a word." Shannon warned her husband.
"It's not my place to. I'm so sorry Lillian. People like thst put the male race to shame." Dylan says softly and I nod slightly before sniffing.
"I'd really like that breakfast right now." I say in a croaky voice as I look at Alex.
He looks back at me in confusion but nods and hurries away. Slowly the girls lead me upstairs and into a bedroom. "You'll want track pants and a long sleeve won't you?" Crystal says as I sit down on the bed.
I nod weakly and she hurries off, shutting the door behind her. "I can still feel the gag he used to stop me from calling for help. I tried to beg him to stop but he didn't. I couldn't stop him." I whisper and once again the girls embrace me.
"It's alright. You don't have to talk about it. All you have to do is relax." Alysha says and I nod.
"I think I can do that." I say and sniff again.
Crystal walks in and passes me some clothes. With a grateful smile I change and walk downstairs with the girls around me. As we walk towards the kitchen the delicious smell of bacon huts my nose and I stop. "Oh my god." I smile happily before swiftly following the smell to the kitchen. Alex stood by the stove with a couple frying pans. He was fending off his brother with a spatula. I laugh and the girls do as well as Liam grabs a spoon and they begin swatting at each other and blocking the others blows.
They stop and they both quickly stand up straight, their faces pink and trying to look innocent. It only makes me laugh harder until my stomach hurts and I have to hold onto the other girls to stay upright which was a lot harder that it seems as they too were trying to stay upright.
It wasn't long before we fell laughing to the floor with a thud. The other guys all rush in and look at us squirming and laughing on the floor, clutching our stomachs. "What happened?" Brett asks.
"To... hard to... explain." I say between laughs and wheezes.
Slowly we calm down and I slowly get to my feet, my legs slightly weak. "Oh god. That was too good." I chuckle and walk over to Alex who was grumbling to himself while tending to the bacon.
"Why bacon?" I question him and he glances sideways at me.
"It's your favourite." He shrugs and I side hug him.
"Thank you for remembering." I whisper and kiss his cheek before turning with a smirk and walking to the bench.
Everyone laughs and I smile widely. It might not be so bad being around these guys. I had my doubts but now I'm not so sure.
I sit down and watch as Alex puts the bacon on a plate with buttered toast. My mouth waters when he puts it in front of me. "Eat." He says in a hard tone and I stick my tongue out at him.
I know I'm testing him. I love testing him. It gives me such great pleasure.
"As you request." I smirk before beginning to eat. The food is perfectly delicious.