My thoughts, they are all over the place,
Everything I need is scattered in this maze,
So I search and run, my mind in a haze,
They think I'm okay, so I shut my mouth,
No matter how hard I try, they will never hear me shout,
Because I'm the one suffering while they are hanging out,
The demons are clawing my inside,
I cry myself to sleep every night,
In the end, its me who loses the fight,
Me forcing myself isn't a pleasent sight,
There are things that scare me, like being in the spotlight,
The door to my confidence is shut tight,
One thing often done is self harm,
Scars decorate my arm,
My hands praying, clutching my lucky charm,
The fire in my heart is ignite,
Though there is still hope, just a slight,
But the words finish all, like a deep bite,
My mind revolves around the word "die",
Saying I'm fine is an easy lie,
One many often buy.
(¯'·._)S꙯P꙯E꙯A꙯K꙯ Y꙯O꙯U꙯R꙯S꙯EL꙯F꙯(¯'·._)
Suicide is the act of intentionally causing one's own death.
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This may be a sensitibe topic. Yet I want to bring more attention towards it. The world isn't a place for one, its made for all of us to live together and for us to look after each other. If you have ever had thoughts of how it will be if you end your life, even if it was just a tiny flash that crossed your mind. Please don't hesitate to share it. Share your problems and struggles because when you may think there is nobody out there, there will always be a hundred trying to look after you, to make you feel loved, shower you with all the care they have for you. You never know who could be your well-wisher, it could be family, friend or even a complete stranger. You should never think you are unimportant and please Speak yourself. Try it atleast once. You could even comment it here. Hope you think over your decisions once again.
Much love,
Mephoria.
P.s. shoutout to jin-rum for my new covers! absolutely love them!
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Epiphame
Poetry"So then I dyed my voice a beautiful shade of grey. Not too bright and not too loud." ۞۞ Epiphany + Me Epiphame: A sudden realisation dawning upon Me. ۞۞ In this poetry book I will be writing about things that I feel should be brought forward mor...
