I'll panic like never before,
You will find me lying on the floor,
Get all the help you can, maybe even more,
A single thing can put me to panic,
My behaviour will change, no matter how my personality is dynamic,
My mood sinks faster than the titanic,
I know i'm not the only one,
Even if it starts like a little fun,
You never realise the harm that can be done,
My triggers are common,
Easy things can alarm me, even a calm autum,
My senses will hit the rock bottom,
To realse the tension I need to relax,
Though it doesn't really help when my feelings are at max,
My surroundings melt like candle wax,
I have been through alot,
So I thought of sucide at my old plot,
My plot from when my life really had a shot,
I run from my trigger even if there are many,
Yet I still wish that their actions will cost them every penny,
They still make me lose my sainty, well if there still is any.
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I have history. Its not nice or pleasent. It haunts me, it keeps me up at night, has me crying a river and what not. People can be monsters and they certainly were. I get panic attacks, its almost like i'm bipolar. Almost. I'm happy yet look away for a second and you will find me running short of breath. Thats when you know, you need to help and get all the help you can. I have triggers. Ones that not only remind me of my past but put me through it again, for only a few moments. Those few moments are enough to snatch away my joy for atleast two weeks. Two weeks of no smiling, no laughing, no breathing without wanting to scream for help. I hope they know the depth of their actions. I hope they pay.
Yours gracefully,
Mephoria.
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