Big F**king Mood: A New Narrative

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I did a lot of thinking tonight. In fact, all I did was think. And my conclusion was this: I don't have a part.

We have the Girl.
We have the Best Friend.
We have the Guy.

But what exactly am I doing here? I'm definitely no one's love interest, I'm a horrible listener because part of listening is knowing what to say once they're done. I'm a girl. I'm a girl who can't really do anything. I don't....have a purpose. I bring nothing into a relationship, any kind of a relationship. So, what do I do? I guess I try to stay out of the way of the people who do have something to contribute. I guess I try my best to be there without existing. I guess I just....breathe as quietly as possible.

Yes. That's what I'll do. I'll just breathe, and I'll do it as quietly as possible.

- sometimes I can't even do that