I can feel myself drawing away. Pulling back further and further from the people around me. The people I fought so hard for, so I could be with them. Shutting off the side of myself that reaches for the light. Turning to the part of me that was never allowed the luxury of real friends. I should have known it wouldn't last forever. I could never allow myself to be happy for very long.
- there's a war in my head and i'm losing
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Big F**king Mood: A New Narrative
Non-FictionA series of thoughts, questions, lists, rants, daydreams, and confessions. TRIGGER WARNINGS: mentions of depression, anxiety, bullying, and sexual harassment.
