𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 & 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

I'M JUST LIKE YOU : YOU'RE BETTER THAN ANYONE

JUNGKOOK POV

"EUPHORIA~" I sang the lyrics I recently made for her. "You are the cause of my euphoria" I sighed as I finished the song.

She won't want to hear this.

Tears welled my eyes again but I manage to blink it away. After our fight she doesn't talks nor look at me. At school I try my best to talk to her but she just excuse her way out. But I was stubborn and stupid so I did not let that happen but it cause us to have a argue again.

I let my notebook containing the lyrics go and went back inside my room.

I sat down and stared at my phone. Should I call her? Would she get angry?

I exhaled then pressed call. And miraculously she pick up. "Hello" I said, shaking. "Yes, Jeon?" She said annoyed. I gulped then sighed.

Y/N POV

"I'm sorry" I wanted to forgive him but he will think I'm so soft when it comes to him so I stayed stubborn. "So?" I answered. "Y/N please" I already here sobs. "Jeon, you're wasting my time" I said but truthfully I was hurting.

"Forgive me Y/n I can't have you ignoring me anymore. I miss you. I can't do this anymore. I miss my best friend" he said. Best friend.

I scoffed and hang up.

Best friend I was always only a 'best friend'

JUNGKOOK POV

She hang up. "What the?" I said confused. I called her once again but she declined it. I called her multiple times leaving me on voice message.

"Did I say something wrong?" I asked myself. "Stupid Jungkook what did you say?!" I scolded myself hitting my head. Then my phone rang. I looked at it and Y/n was calling.

"He—" before I could finish she cut me.

"Don't call me anymore or I'll block you"

*tOoT ToOt*

I lied down on my bed looking at the sealing thinking of a way that we can be friends again. PSH! Stop lying to yourself Jungkook you think of her more than a friend.

I sighed. "She will never like a jerk like me" I groaned. "Why am I like this!?" I shouted. "Why can't I be like the idols she like! Like Park Jihoon! Or! Choi Hansol! Why!" I cried out.

"Y/N" then I couldn't anymore tears fell from my eyes. This is the problem, I can't live without her. I can't eat without her, I can't sleep without her, I can't be happy without her.

No! I can't cry! She doesn't want me crying..

But I made her cry...

Oh god Y/N how can I live without you...

Oh wait I can't..

I can never live without her.