𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 & 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

. . .

I hate my friends, their so freaking unsupportive.

The chapter before this is saying I have filipino crush. My first ever filipino crush.

And you all know what they say?

"Eeww bakla yan bes, promise (eeww he's gay, promise)"

And all that stuff.

Why cant they be supportive just for once. And you know what's terrible, they all made this some kind of group at our farewell party, and I know to myself their all back stabbing me.

And it hurts, it hurts so bad.

And guess what the true friends that I knew? Fuck them, they all turned their backs on me.

Well, maybe its my fault.

I'm so horrible, i should die.

Thats why the chapters i update are mostly angst, cause am in sorrow.

Its all my fault. Its me, my attitude, my looks, its all my fault.

Maybe that's why their all turning on me, cause am terrible.

This is why am so afraid in making friends cause i know to myself they will always leave me.

Sorry for ranting, please forgive me