𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 & 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

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Jungkook POV

"Y/N!" I shout from downstairs. "What is it?!" She answers. "Come see this!" I tell her, excitement lingering in my voice.

"What is it?" She comes down while tying her hair. I point at the tv, then she squeals.

"ITS YOU!" She shouts excitedly and starts jumping up and down. I grin as she watches while her eyes sparkle.

I was a rookie idol. She had always supported me in every step I make, that's why I love her with all my heart.

"You look so handsome! Oh my gosh!" She smiles at me, giving me a bear hug. I laughed at her then hugged her back.

"Thank you for supporting me." I smile. "Of course!" She replies.

"Let's go on a date!" I suggest. "Since your boyfriend just debuted on national tv, let's celebrate!" I grin.

"Of course let's go!" She replies positively. "I'll get ready!" She smiles then rushed upstairs to change.

Yes, I love her but I always feel uneasy. She had always supported me, and now that I debuted and have great feedbacks and slowly starting to gain huge fans, that means I need to practice for almost 24/7 since we're just rookies we can't just slack off, I was worried.

My team, BTS, their like brothers to me too, and I love them. I couldn't stop thinking, 'what if she likes them more than me?', 'what if I don't have time for her?', 'what if she leaves me?'

I couldn't help but think of those making my heart heavy. "I'm done!" Her voice snaps me to reality. "You ready, babe?" She asks me, a smile on her face.

"Yeah."

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"Jungkook?" She calls me. "Hm?" I look at her. "What are you thinking about? You seem to have a problem." She ask sincerely. I smile at her and said, "I'm fine, don't worry."

She smiles and nods, taking my hand into her's.

-

We arrived at the café. "I'll go ahead and order for us." She volunteers.

As she goes to the counter, I came back to over thinking again.

I was so worried for some reason. But I knew deep down I wasn't just worried, I was afraid.

"I'm back." She says, taking her seat infront of me, simply flashing her adorable smile.

"What did you order—" I got cut off when someone called my name.

"Jungkook-ssi!"

I turned and saw a young girl, holding a piece of paper and a pen.

"Can I get your autograph?" She says, a wide smile on her face. I immediately smile at her, nodding.

I signed the paper, "what's you name?"

"Laura."

"Thank you Laura." I say and wrote her name then gave the paper and pen back to her.

Once I did her gaze came to Y/N. "Is she your girlfriend?" She asks, her brows furrowed. "O-Oh uhm... She's a friend."

Laura smiles then said goodbye.

I immediately looked at Y/N. "Y/N, I'm so sorry—"

"It's okay. It's normal for an idol." She smiles but it doesn't reach her eyes. My heart aches suddenly, I was about to say sorry again but the waiter interrupted.

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We walk out the café. Y/N hasn't spoke to me ever since the incident. I bite my lip, clenching my fist.