Learning new things

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Lucy's POV
I get a ride home from my family's chauffeur who picked me up in a normal car so we don't cause a scene and I can't help thinking about Natsu. What did he mean when he asked if he makes me aroused? Should he? Can he? Does he make other girls aroused easily? I don't understand!

I sigh in frustration and get out of the car. I head to my room and do my homework. Once I'm done I lay on my bed and think about everything Natsu said. He said he's the school bad boy but he doesn't seem bad. He does look kinda scary though with all those scars. He's obviously been in fights. I'll admit he does look attractive and rather cute and handsome.

I feel my face get hot as I think of him which is new. I must like him. But should I like him? He doesn't seem like he'd hurt me. Then again he was trying to seduce me right? He made his voice really soft and deep when he whispered in my ear. He must be used to girls wanting him.

He said he'd treat me like his little sister. Maybe he doesn't like me? But what would I care? I'm there to go to school and get a education and not learn about guys. I shouldn't have interest in him and I won't allow myself to have interest in him. If he does protect me and look out for me then I owe him my gratitude.

"Miss Lucy. Dinner is ready." Our maid Virgo says as she knocks on my door

"Thanks Virgo I'll be there in a moment!" I call through my door and hear her walk away.

I take a deep breath and look in my mirror. I look normal which is good. I shouldn't be flustered just from thinking about him. I open my door and head downstairs to dinner. I take my place across the table from my dad and start eating.

"So Lucy, how did you like your first day at a public school?" My dad asks as he eats

"I liked it daddy. It was new and I was nervous but I met some friends that are really nice." I tell him with a small smile

"You've made friends already? That's good to hear. I hope they are nice."

"They are daddy. I met a girl that's super sweet and loves to read like I do."

"Wonderful!" He shouts happily. "You should invite her over one day. I'm sure she'd love the library."

"I was thinking about that daddy. Maybe she could spend the night? Maybe even the weekend with me so we can explore the library together?" I ask him and he smiles brightly and nods. "Thank you Daddy!"

I continue to tell my dad about school but I purposely leave out Natsu because I feel he will freak out knowing I've been talking to a guy that says he's the bad boy of the school.

After dinner I head up to my room and take a shower. I start thinking about what Natsu said about me being aroused and I wonder if I've ever been aroused. I don't know what it feels like and I don't even know if I should know what it feels like yet. My dad explained that all that sex stuff is for after I get married. He said it's specifically meant for the honeymoon and after and it's for making babies.

This makes me wonder about Natsu. Arousal leads to sex which leads to babies yet he's about my age so that doesn't make sense! Ugh this is all confusing! I don't understand but I don't want to ask Natsu for fear he might try something on me. I barely know him so I barely trust him, yet I feel like I can trust him. I don't know why.

I decide to just push it all out of my head and get ready for bed. I get out of the shower and dry myself off and get on my pajamas. I climb into bed and try to relax but I can't help thinking about Natsu. He seems so big and strong and him being attractive is a bonus. My mind starts to wander and thoughts of him holding me and even kissing me invade my brain.

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