-*3 weeks later* Delilah's POV-
Chris quietly sang the lyrics to Silver Ecstasy to me, as we cuddled in bed. We had gotten back from Joplin, to my house my about a week ago, but Chris would have to be leaving again tomorrow to start tracking the Indigo album. And I'd gotten a job in LA working with Pierce The Veil. Mike apologized to Chris and things are fine now, and I told Mike how my Mom and I had been arguing a lot lately, and he offered me a job being a merchandiser. I already had experience working with merch and I'd also be able to make designs, so that's pretty exciting. Chris wasn't the most thrilled when I asked about if I should move to LA, but he said that after he's done with the album, he'd move out to LA too. The only thing that scared me about leaving was that Chris could get drunk again, and cheat on me. I didn't tell Chris that I feared that, but it was defiantly on my mind.
"What are you thinking 'bout Lilah?" Chris asked worried then pulled me closer to him.
"I'm fine, just got lost in thought." I said, cuddling closer. He smiled at me, then kissed my forehead and began playing with my hair.
"I'm going to miss this Chris..." I said quietly, almost in a whisper.
"I am too, love. But I'm going to try and get the album done soon, hopefully 6 months if I possible....But hey, we can always drive and visit and call all the time." Chris said trying to sound hopeful. Sigh. six months would probably be the minimum Chris said, which is already long enough. I tried to think on the bright side, but I couldn't exactly just drive to Joplin, it'd be about a thirty hour drive, but if I had too I would. I gave Chris a hopeful smile and he smiled and kissed me. But there are flights at least.
The kiss started becoming more than kissing gradually. We kissed deeply, and slowly started taking off our shirts. He kissed down my neck, and I did the same to him, us both leaving love bites on each other.
"Delilah...are you sure you want to do this?" Chris asked nervously.
"I am." I nodded reassuringly. He processed, and continuing taking off our clothes. I could tell that he was excited yet nervous, his hands trembled a bit. I smiled thinking it was actually pretty cute that he seemed more nervous then me.
-Next Day. At The Airport-
I held Chris tightly. No part of me wanted to see him go, I was more in love with him than ever, and I didn't want him to leave me; especially after what we shared last night. I knew I'd be upset about today, but I didn't think I'd be this sad. I tried to hold in my crying, but I few hot tears escaped my eyes. Chris wiped them away, he looked sad too, but like he was trying to not let it show too much.
"Be careful in LA, darling. I'll call you every time I get a chance." Chris said playing with my hand.
"Promise?" I held up my pinky. He started laughing.
"Promise." He said interwining our pinky fingers. We kissed one last time, then he left to board the plane. Tears began to run down my face again, but it just made me sadder that Chris couldn't wipe them away this time. After a couple of minutes I went back to my car to go home. I sat there crying for a bit, till I was stable enough to drive.
When I got home, Chris had left me about five of his shirts, just for me to have something to remind me of him. To let out the sadness, I started writing some songs. I needed to anyways for the EP. Towards the end of the night, I began packing because the next day I'd be going to LA. Chris called me to assure that he got home safely, and we stayed on the phone for a couple of hours. He knew I'd been crying still, so he sang "Dare For Distance" to me, and it did make me feel better. We ended up falling asleep together on the phone. It's a good thing that we both unlimited calling plans.
In the morning I finished packing, and my mom stayed home from work to spend the morning with me before I left. I really didn't care to hang out with her, because even once I got home from Joplin, she was still making rude comments, and even one about Chris, which really got me upset.
"Do you want me to drive you to the airport?" My mom asked as I went to get a drink from downstairs.
"Nope. I'm taking a taxi." I replied simply.
"But if I take you, you won't have to spend the extra money." My mom said sounding desperate.
"I have some extra money. I'll be fine."
"Delilah don't leave, sweetie. You've hardly been home lately, and when you are, you're in your room with that boy, doing God knows what! Please just stay home." My mom pleaded. How the hell does she expect me to want to stay, when she's still calling Chris "that boy". And it's none of her concern of what Chris and I do anyways.
"No mom! You're rude and disrespectful. I'm sick of holding my tongue, and letting you say snarky comments about Chris and my music, but I'm not going to let you anymore. I'm doing an EP. Chris is going to come live with me when his album is finished. I already have a job for me in L.A. I know what I'm doing with myself. So just leave me alone!" I yelled. She looked at me with dismay. I got my luggage,and went to the taxi that was waiting for me.
-L.A. Airport-
I got my luggage and waited for Mike and Jaime to come get me. A few minutes later, they showed up with smiling faces. I gave them friendly hugs and drove with them over to Mike and Vic's house. I'd be staying with them til Chris came. I gave Chris a quick call telling him that I'm safe, and with the guys. Tony and Vic were waiting for us at the house. We all hung out for a bit, then Tony and Jaime left. Vic showed me to the guest room, and I started getting myself settled in. I unpacked and put away my clothes, and put up my music posters and personal pictures. I slept fine in my new home. I could tell that it'd be fun living with Vic and Mike, so I tried not be too down about not being with Chris.
-One Week Later-
"Hey Vic, wanna come with me to buy some hair dye?" I asked as I walked into the living room. The other guys were out to eat so there was no one else to hang out with. Vic is fine company anyways.
"Sure." He smiled and we went to a store near by. I'd been settling in well. I talked to Chris constantly, so I wasn't too worried about any cheating happening. But I still missed Chris like crazy. But I know that he'll be fine since he's with his family. And me and the PTV guys had gotten pretty close. I decided to dye my hair as sort of a 'new chapter in my life'. I was going to just do a dirty blond, but went bold, and got red hair dye. When we got home Vic watched me dye my hair, he said it looked "intriguing"? I was very thrilled with the way my hair come out and after I straightened it, I sent a picture to Chris. Then I took a picture of Vic and I and tweeted it.
Later Tony and Mike came and we had a little movie night. We watched stupid movies and made fun of them, which is extremely funny. After we watched about 3 movies Tony left, and Mike, Vic and I went to to get some Taco Bell.
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A/N: Yay, I'm happy that I've been to bring back PTV. :) Well the song "Dare For Distance" is on the side, along with a picture of Delilah's new hair. ^.^ And yay, the Indigo album comes out in the fall! :D
P.S.- Well not to brag, BUT I'm finally getting my "Collide With The Sky" CD tomorrow, and I'm buying my tickets to the Collide With The Sky tour, on Friday. :') So yeah, I'm so super excited! <3
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