Is It So Wrong To Be In Love? (Never Shout Never fan fiction)

I would die for you: Chapter twenty-two

-Chris's POV-

 

I'm tired, not physically but emotionally, I'm exhausted. It's hard to be excited about the new album coming out, when all everyone seems to care about is Delilah and I breaking up. I'm trying so hard to get over her, but it's not easy whenever she moved one so fast and then I'm the one left torn apart. It makes me feel like she never even really loved me. But I'm just stressed and depressed too really. I know it's ridiculous that Delilah is so important to me, even though were not together, but I literally am nothing without her. I have no purpose. Lately most of my fans just seem to care about shallow things, and none of my friends understand. I just want to leave somewhere and never come back.

-Delilah's POV-

 

I slowly opened the door into Chris's house. Since he's still at his Mom's house, I figured now would be a good time to get my things. Vic offered to come with me to get my stuff, but I wanted to do it on my own. As I passed through the various areas of the house, a million memories flashed through my head of Chris and I together. I swallowed hard trying to hold back tears. When I went to the bedroom to get my clothes, I did pack the shirts that Chris gave me, I just won't tell Vic. Even though Chris and I are no longer together, the stuff he gave me are still special to me. It did hurt me to have to officially be out of Chris's house, and maybe even his life. I didn't want it to be this way.

I went back to Vic's house, and Mike helped me look for an apartment since Vic was out. After a couple of hours, we found one, and I got to start moving in. Thankfully Mike stayed and helped me move. Once we finished moving me in, I bought Mike sushi as a thank you gift, then he left. I looked around at my new apartment, and sat down on the couch. When I was with Chris, I wished I would have had my own place, but now that I do have it, it's not as great as it seemed. Sigh. I made myself some food, called Vic then went to bed.

-Next day-

I woke up to my cell phone ringing. I flung my room around my nightstand, till my hand found my phone. Wearily, I answered without bothering to look at the caller.

"Hello?" I asked tired.

"Delilah! It's Jane. Is Chris okay?! Are you with him?" Jane asked. Why is she asking me? She could talk to Chris or just go online and find out about Chris and I.

"Um, no we broke up, I haven't talked to him in a few days." I said.

"What the hell? Well his sister left me a voice mail, and... Chris tried to kill himself." She said, her voice cracking. My heart dropped, and tears started streaming down my face almost instantly.

"W-what...do you know if he's okay?" I asked in tears.

"I'm not sure, I was going to go over and see how things are going. But his mom or Audrey aren't answering their phones right now."

"Can you wait till you go over, so I can go with you? I'll get a flight, and be there as soon as I can." I said getting up, and started putting on jeans and a shirt.

"Um, sure I'll wait. But try to come fast. I'll see you soon." She said then hung up. I quickly drove to the airport, and struggled to get a flight. After complaining for half an hour, I finally was able to get flight, and on my way to Joplin. On the plane, I tried to block the thought of Chris being...gone. But mostly, I was afraid to hear the reason for why he wants to kill himself.

Finally we landed in Joplin, and I raced to find a taxi and gave the driver Chris's address.I texted Jane and told her that I'm on my way over to Chris's house. I noticed I had a few missed calls from Vic, but right now wouldn't a good time to talk to him. But I did text him to just let him know I'm safe and alright. I got to Chris's house, right when Jane pulled up. I paid the driver, and ran up to Jane.