Is It So Wrong To Be In Love? (Never Shout Never fan fiction)

I saw it in your eyes, you're afraid:Chapter nineteen

*1 month later. Chris's POV*

 

I just got off the phone with Jane, and she's doing much better. After Delilah's birthday, I put Jane up at a near by hotel. She recently moved back to Joplin and got a little house there. It's comforting to know that Jane is safe now, and that I was able to help her. Her and Delilah even started becoming close, and it made me incredibly happy to see them bonding Both of them meant everything to me, so it's good that they're get along.

Delilah has been acting different though lately. Like she's missing a part of her. I can't figure out what is wrong with her, she just seems...tired and distant. I've tried to get her to talk about whatever is bothering her, but she doesn't seem to budge. Actually she should be really stoked, because she's going to get to do her EP tour in six months, but she's still not phased by it. I truly hate seeing Delilah upset, it kills me to know that she's upset or something is upsetting her. Hopefully whatever it is will resolve soon.

I went downstairs looking for Delilah, she was outside drinking tea. I got myself a pack of cigarettes and went outside, and sat down next to her. I kissed her cheek and lite my cigarette. She gave me a half smile and continued drinking her tea. We didn't talk though, I felt awkward. I finished my cigarette and put it into an ash tray, then scooted closer to Delilah.

"Everything alright today, Love?" I asked rubbing her back. She nodded, and looked to me.

"Yeah, I'm fine Chris." She mumbled. Sigh. I wanted to scream and make her tell me what is bothering her, because it's starting to affect me now. But I didn't want to stress her out. So the best that I could do is just be there for her, and make sure she knows that she can tell me anything. I want her to be able to tell me anything, like I can tell her. We're a really close couple, and I like it that way. At least I think we're a close couple. I pecked Delilah on the lips, and went inside.

I tried to start thinking of reasons that she could possibly be upset. Erm, she hasn't been home in quite a while, well technically her Mother's house. She could be homesick! Hell, I'd be homesick if I hadn't seen my folks in such a long time. I ran to my laptop and bought two tickets to Zoar, we'd be able to go tomorrow. I decided that I'd surprise her with going to her parents, to add to the excitement. I know her parents aren't thrilled about me, but I wasn't going to let that stop me from doing this for Delilah. I packed a suitcase full of clothes and other things she'll need, and hid it in the corner of the closet. I'm happy with my plan, and know it'll go well. It's time for her and her mom to reconcile anyways.

-Delilah's Pov-

 

I got dressed, told Chris "bye" and left. I told him that I'm going to go get something to eat, but really I was going to the beach. I just needed to clear my head, and get out of that house. Even though I had no major problems happening with Chris, I just wanted to get away from him. I love Chris with everything I have, but our relationship is just getting too serious. I do want to be with Chris everyday, but not every minute. Sometimes I just want to be alone, but he doesn't understand. And I don't want to tell him that I want to be on my own because I don't want him to take it the wrong way. I'm just used to being alone, it's more natural to me. Things are just happening too fast for me, and it's making me feel trapped.

I sat in the shallow water, with my knees to my chest and glided my hands over the water. I started smiling when I thought of when Vic and I came here. I missed Vic so much, and even though I want to be alone right now, Vic would be an exception. Something about Vic is just so easy going, and refreshing. He probably doesn't even miss me though. I haven't even called him, but he hasn't tried calling me either. He's probably forgotten about me, since he's touring, with friends, and has been around groupies probably, he wouldn't miss me. I let out a deep breathe. I got my phone out, and took a picture of the beach. Then tweeted it saying: @piercethevic remember that day at the beach? Good times ! I smiled, and put away my phone. Soon I started yawning, and fighting my eye lids from falling shut, so I knew it's time to start going home.