Is It So Wrong To Be In Love? (Never Shout Never fan fiction)

Sick and in love: Chapter twenty-one

-Chris's POV-

 

I woke up feeling like today's going to be shit day. I reached over and grabbed my phone. I had one text from Delilah that said : Hey, want to meet up somewhere? I could go to where you are. Sigh. I replied back: Sure and the hotel address. My heart was breaking already before she's even here, because I know that whatever she's going to say isn't going to be good. I want to make myself believe that Delilah still loves me, but I know that's not the truth. My stomach felt as if it were tied in knots, because I was so upset and nervous. About thirty minutes later, a knock came at my door. I took in a deep breath, and answered the door.

"Hey Chris!" Delilah said sounding cheerful. She looked like she was glowing with happiness, she was all smiles. She seemed like herself. I couldn't help but start smiling too, because this just could very be the change in heart, that she realized that she still loves me. I motioned for her to sit down on the bed, and sat down next to her.

"Oh and here, I brought your stuff from my parents house." She said handing me my bags. As I took the bags from her hands, I looked up at her eyes, and they had that little sparkle to them.I missed that little sparkle in her soul. It confirmed to me that she's happy again, and that she must still love me. I put the bags down, and grabbed her hand.

"Delilah, you're the only one that I love truly, and I'm sorry if I've been rushing things. But if you want to move out, and get a separate place, I'm fine with that. I'm sorry about the tattoo also. I'll do absolutely anything, just to stay with you. You're the only one I want, forever. But we can take things as slow as you want." I said with all my heart. I don't want to argue and defiantly not break up, I just want her. I leaned in to kiss her, but she turned away cold. My heart dropped, I knew that I had only gotten my hopes up.

"I'm sorry Chris, but I was actually thinking that we should take a break for a little while. I'm not saying that I want to break up, but just some time away from you. Please don't take it to heart... Well I guess I should get going now to catch my flight. Bye Chris." She said then left. My lips quivered and eyes left teary, but I didn't cry. I was trying to not let my heart break, and trust that it only meant a break, that she's still mine, but just not exactly now. I tried to keep thinking that way, because if I thought any other way, I'd lose my mind. I picked up my guitar and continued the song that I had been playing last night.

-Delilah's POV-

 

After I left Chris's room, I let out a deep breath in relief. I thought he would have completely freaked out, but luckily he didn't. He even seemed pretty calm about it. I didn't want to mention anything about Vic, it's not a good time to say anything. I went over to the airport, and met up with Vic. I was happy to be going back to LA with Vic, he makes me happy and everything is so easy when I'm with him. 

"So how'd everything go with Chris?" Vic asked while we waited at the airport for the boarding call.

"It went really well, he didn't even seem upset." I said. He smiled, then leaned down a little and kissed me. During the kiss, I heard an odd clicking sound, but just dismissed it. Finally we heard the boarding call, and got onto the plane.

When we got  back to L.A. I felt exhausted. I needed to get out of Chris's house, and find an apartment or something, but I'm too tired to do any of that right now. So I just went back with Vic, and would spend the night at his place.

-Next Morning-

 

I woke up, cuddled in Vic's arms. I smiled, then carefully removed myself from him, threw on one of his shirts and walked out into the living room.