Is It So Wrong To Be In Love? (Never Shout Never fan fiction)

God bless you: Chapter fourteen

I didn't talk much at first while we were driving, I was too upset. I hate arguing with Chris so much. But what's frustrating is that it's my first real relationship, so I don't know if it's normal to have arguments like this. A few warm tears escaped me. I was about to get my phone from my pocket to see if Chris tried calling me, but I left my phone at home. Vic plugged in my Ipod and put it on shuffle. Rebel Love Song came on, and I started smiling and singing along. Vic laughed and joined in singing. I missed the Black Veil Brides guys, hopefully I'd be able to see them soon.

"So where are we going?" I asked after a few songs played.

"Oh so now you care about where we're going." Vic said laughing a little, I started laughing too.

"Well I figured we could just got chill at the beach." Vic said shrugging his shoulders. I nodded and half smiled. I've never been to the beach, mostly because I can't even swim, but I wouldn't mind going. We got to the beach about twenty minutes later, and walked out onto the sand. I kicked off my shoes, and started frolicking around in the sand, then started walking into the water.

"This is so nice. I can't believe I've been missing out on the beach for so long." I said smiling.

"Whoa, this is your first time at a beach? You haven't lived yet." Vic shook his head. I giggled and gave him a friendly nudge. We sat in the sand and looked at at the ocean, in comfortable silence. This is great. I'm relaxed, I'm away from stress, this is what I need. California is great. This is the only place for me. I started singing lightly, a song that just started coming to mind.

"Why would you live anywhere else? We've got the ocean, got the babes. Got the sun, we've got the waves. This is the only place for me." I sang quietly.

"Is that a song that you wrote? It sounds great." Vic asked.

"Um, yeah actually, thanks. It just sorta came into my head." He nodded and smiled. It started getting dark, so we left, but stuck around long enough to watch the sunset.  In the car I just started thinking of more lyrics to the song I was singing. Clearly it's a song about how much I love California.

When we got home, Chris's bags were still by the front door, so he never left.

"Good luck with Chris." Vic said as he hugged me and went off to his room. I smiled and took in a deep breath and went into my room. Chris was sitting criss-cross on my bed, strumming my guitar.

"Hey!" Chris said with a mixture of excitement and desperation in his voice. I got just waved and went over to my closet to change into some comfy clothes, which were just sweat pants and a tank top.

"Delilah I'm sorry for acting like an jerk. I shouldn't have gotten mad at you, for fighting Stacy. And I'm also sorry for thinking that anything was happening with you and Vic. I've been acting like a fool, but I think it's just because I'm so terrified of losing you.  Are you mad at me still?" Chris asked pleadingly. Sigh. I wanted to say a lot of things to Chris about how he was acting like a total prick, but I didn't want to argue. And I thought it was sorta sweet how he doesn't want to lose me.

"No, I'm not mad Chris, " I said sitting on his lap and kissing him. We smiled as we pulled away ,"In fact I love you."

"I love you way more, doll." He said happy. I could tell in his eyes that his words are true.

"So how much longer are you staying here?" I asked.

"Til tomorrow. I wish I could stay longer, but LoveDaze thing." Chris said. I let out a deep breath in disappointment. But I figured that I should make the best of tonight with him.  We cuddled up next to each other and talked on and on, for hours.