Deadly Romance (COMPLETED)

Chapter Twelve

~Jay's POV~

I breaks away from the kiss as  I throws her on the bed, soon climbing on myself as i continues to kiss her neck causing quiet moans to escape her mouth as the sensation flows through her body.
I continued to kiss her until she fell asleep as her breathing was normal I took of her shoes and just placed them beside her bag.

I got a pair of pjs out of her bag and slowly began to  change into the fluffy pyjamas, after tucking her in I decided to change into my pyjamas myself as it was gone midnight  and I was  knackered  myself.

Just as I was about to get into bed I heard the boys come back, I walked out the room to greet them" Keep it down Bonnie is asleep" I whispered as I hushed them to be quiet" I'm about to head to bed myself so keep it down"

They all nod as I leave the room and enter the bedroom again, I plugged both of our phones in and got under covers and allowed Bonnie to cuddle up to me

~Bonnie's POV~

I woke up to the sweet smell of Jay as he holds me in a warm embrace.

"Morning,beautiful "He mumbles softly as if voice goes deep then it should do

"Morning handsome" I mumble as I hold my forehead and squint my eyes shut

"Hungover huh" He chuckles "I'll go get you some pills and some water"

"Ok" I mumble as he kisses my forehead and leaves the room

When he leaves the room I get a text from someone I wanted to leave me alone forever; my psychopathic ex boyfriend, James

James: I still picture you naked

Me : your a sick freak

James : I love it when you call me that

Me : fuck you

I slam my phone on to the bed as I sit up and grunt.

Jay came back in with a pill and glass of water but placed it down on the bedside table,noticing my grunt.

"What's wrong?"Jay asks, being concerned as he places his hand on my leg

"It's my ex boyfriend " I mutter" he keeps messaging me"

"Block him then?" He says not being sure if that's the right thing to say

" it's not that easy,Jay. I've tried to multiple times" I gulped" he scares me Jay"

He pulls me into a warm embrace after I swallow the pill " It's gonna be okay, if he tries to touch you he'll have something else coming at him" he reassures

" He's left me with nightmares and even left bruises on me" I sobbed into his shoulder, leaving teardrops on his pyjama shirt but didn't seem to mind

"He hurt you." He mumbled,slightly agitated by the  fact of someone hurting me

I look up into his eyes to see them filled with frustration but it quickly fades when I placed my hand on his cheek caressing it as I make circles with my thumb" He did far worse,Jay"

He pulled my on his lap as I wrap my legs around his waist"He raped you?"

I weakly nod"multiple times. He keeps expecting me to come running back to him but he took it too far after he raped me for the fifth time, that's when I left him"

He tightens his grip around my waist as he stares into my eyes"why didn't you leave the first time?"

"I was scared too"I muttered under my breath

He hugs me tightly after not knowing what to say next, after hugging for a solid 30 minutes we decided to hang in the living room as we got out there everyone was on the couch on their phones either scrolling their feeds on social media.

"Hey fuckers" I yelled making them all jump,even Jay

"Fucking hell,cunt!" Mason yells"I think you just gave me a fucking heart attack cunt!"

"Are gonna be doing anything productive while in Melbourne?" I ask

"Well now that you mention it."Cam mentions as he walks to the couch"Manager Ryan managed to get us a booth at MEO, Melbourne Esports Opening"

"I'm gonna have to post my face reveal then and so will Jay, like a proper one" I mentioned,looking at Jay then Cam

"Have you already recorded it?" Toby asked

"Yeah, it much longer than Ezra's but not as complicated as Eric's I've just crack some terrible jokes and answered questions then I signed off" I said as I lean back in the couch

"What about you Jay?"Matt asks looking over Jay as he twiddles his thumbs

"I don't know to be honest might just walk into a room and say something in my Ainsley voice or some dumb shit" He suggests

"I can help you record it if you want?" I ask

" Okay" He said,strangely awkward

" You could title the video 'The Man Behind Ainsley ' that will get thousands of views" Mason suggests

Jay raises an eyebrow as if to consider it "Maybe"

For the rest of the day we all just chill on the couch and binge watch old shows we had completely forgotten about

There was an long awkward silence that lingered the air until I  decided to tell the rest of the guys about my past.

"So I wanna get something of my chest" I said quietly  breaking the awkward silence

I felt all the eyes of the room were on me,as I stared at my feet , trying not to make eye contact

" A few years back, I was in relationship with this guy named James. Everything was cool at first until he became overly obsessive over me every now and again he would mentally,verbally and physically harm me it only got worse when he..." i gulped, wiping tears  from my eyes" when he took it way too far"

" What the fuck did he do?" Eric hissed,clearly pissed about my past relationship

"Eric Calm down" Cam reassures him,placing a hand on his shoulder which seems to calm him down a bit

"He took it too far by raping me 5 times, it was only after the fifth time I left him." I held my head in my hands not wanted to see their reactions but I could feel them moving closer to me  to try to reassure me

" That fucking dick" Matt cussed

"Did you call the police on him?" Toby asks

" Yeah, he only served 10 years for it" I said mumbling from my mouth being covered by the palms of my hands