~Bonnie's POV ~
I woke up to the warm embrace of Jay as we spooned throughout the night. All I could think about was the song he'd created when he couldn't sleep it's was what I listened to help me sleep without I wouldn't be able to sleep but now I'd don't have to worry about being sleep deprived anymore.
This afternoon is the first day of MEO and all I could think about was James, he wanted to see me again I couldn't possibly hate seeing him anymore than I already do
I dropped my head into my hands as I sat up allowing warm tears to aimlessly fall down my cheeks as the anxiety grows more and more to point where I let a cry escape my mouth
"Are you alright,babe" I heard Jay says he wraps his arm around my waist whilst moving closer to me,pulling me into a warm embrace
"Don't mind me,just having a mental breakdown about James"I sniffed,as I force a giggle out my mouth
I allowed myself to cry into Jay's shoulder as he creates a circle with his fingertips on my back
"Don't cry" Jay said,allowing Ainsley to take over his body almost
I let out a weak giggle as I pull away from the warm embrace " I need to pick out my outfit for today"
He nods before sneaking in a quick kiss on the cheek before letting go of my handI walked like a zombie to my bag as Jay watched me from the bed"I know your staring at my ass" I said as I bend down to rummage through my bag,trying to find something to wear"I think I'm gonna have to nick one of your hoodies"
"That's fine,anything for you babe" he replied as I hear the bed creak a little as I hear him walk over to his bag.
I start to mumble a rap to one of Jay's songs that he randomly created one late night,I think I was mumbling too loud"Is there anything you can't do?" He chuckles as he walks over to me and hands me a hoodie with red and white stripes going down the collarbone. As I grabbed the hoodie I said thanks and continued to look for a pair of high waisted shorts with some fishnet tights and knee high heeled boots
As I was putting on my boots Jay walks back into the room"Cam hire security guards to make sure James doesn't enter MEO"
"That's so sweet of him" I responded still trying to get my boots zipped up"I didn't know he had it in him"
He lets out a soft chuckle as he notices me struggling to do my boots up"Wants some help there?"
"Yea"I giggle softly as Jay approaches me and kneels down to do my boot up
"Next one " he commanded as I put my other foot on his thigh
"I love how dominant you can be sometimes is sexy" I mentioned as I see him turn red
He chuckles softly as he holds his hand out to help me stand up "Thanks, I try"
I grab his hand as he pulls me up with all his strength damn he was strong
" if your able to pull me up that's definitely a accomplishment " I complimented as I giggle afterwards
"Are calling yourself fat?" He questions,raising an eyebrow"
"In a way yes but I'm quite heavy for a 20 year old"
"Bullshit if I can pull you to your feet than anyone can" he says and he kisses me softly
" ssshh cunts their making out" Mason whispers trying to open the door without it creaking
"For fuck sake cunts leave alone we're just talking "I curse walking over to the door and yanking open to see everyone just pile on top of each other
"You cunts are idiots" Jay laughs from behind me
They all grunt except Eric, who's rolling around on the floor having a laughing fit.
"Go get ready cunts we need to get to MEO early before all the fans get there" I shout,as I start shoving them out the room
"Here's your mask" Jay says,handing me his Xd mask
I grab the mask and walk over to the mirror to put it on "My face doesn't quite do the mask any justice, but when you wear it does"
"Your gonna wear it ok?" Jay reassures"slap on some makeup and you'll be ready to go"
"Are u gonna cover your face?" I asked looking down at our feet
"Yeah, I haven't posted my face reveal yet either so I'm gonna have to "He says grabbing my hands and holding them in his.
I took off the xd mask and kissed his lips before walking towards my cosmetic bag
I slapped on some on some mascara and eyeliner after filling in my eyebrows and then I placed the mask onto my face.The mask still smelt like Jay which I loved he always smelt so nice, I took a minute to look at myself to make sure I looked ok before walking out into the living room to see everyone waiting by the door.
"Your finally ready?"Toby snickers
I give the finger as grab my phone and walk out the door not giving a fuck what his response to the finger was.
As we all pile into the Uber, Jay sits next to me in the back squeezing my hand "Everything's is going to be okay"
I sigh as I lay my head on his shoulder "I hope so"
My voice was muffled by the mask hopefully it was understandable
He kisses my forehead before putting on his mask too"if he makes it into your eyeline,squeeze my hand okay?"
I nod as turn to look at my phone
James : Don't try any tricks.
Me : Bitch please I'm not even going to MEO
I sigh and turn my phone to Jay
"He's seems to be suspicious" I said as my voice gets muffled by the nice smelling mask
Jay rolls his eyes"But does he know we'll be there early?"
"James is smart ,never underestimate him he'll show up early if he could."I mutter"besides if he approaches me I'll left hook him I'm not gonna be a pussy and take the verbal abuse he'll most like throw in my face"
"Your a total badass,Bonnie " Mason cheers from in front of us, as he turns to look at us
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