That February Day // Reader x BMC x DEH One Shots (FINISHED)

Rich Goranski x Reader

~Title: Stay With Me...~

•Trigger Warning•

⚠️Suicide. If Uncomfortable Don't Read This Part⚠️
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Rich's POV
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I stood at Y/N's grave stone. Holding a bouquet of roses. There favourite.

I still blamed myself for there death. I should of been there for them. But by the time I got to there house it was to late.

They were gone.

~FlashBack~

I remember walking into there house. The smell of gingerbread cookies in the air. It was December 21st. Almost Y/Ns favourite holiday. Y/N and I had been dating for two years. I finally wanted to ask them to marry me.

"Y/N?" I smiled sweetly heading to there room. I heard the bath running. I shrugged it off.

When I made it to there room I grew a bit concerned. There wasn't any noise other then the tub running.. I opened the door slowly but carefully. They weren't in there room. I headed into there bathroom

"I brought you something and I really think your going to like it." I smiled, there was no reply. I opened the door.

I regret opening that door.

I always have.

There body was limp. The bathroom flooded. I assumed the water had been at least running for 30 minutes before I had gotten here.

I didn't know what to say

It sucks when the one person you love is gone.

I ran to there side. Shaking them. "Stay with me..." I sobbed. Taking there body into my arms. I began to scream for help. "SOMEONE HELP!" I heard someone running up the stairs. Y/N's brother and my best friend Jake.

Jake phoned the police. Jake had been close with his sibling. He stayed there in silence.

I remember the ambulance ride with them. The doctors telling me there was nothing they could do to save you... "all I asked was for you to stay with me..." we had our whole life planned out. But you chose to leave. Was I not good enough?

~FlashBack Over~

It was now a year later. December 21st 2019. Tears poured down my cheeks. "I love you Y/N..." I set the engagement ring and flowers gently down against there grave "I'll see you soon I promise you." I pressed a hand to Y/N's tombstone. I wanted to join them. I needed them in my life. It wasn't that simple sadly though... it never was. Never will be...

I felt someone wrap an arm around me. I looked up to see Jake. He had stayed by my side through all of this. We had went through you leaving this cruel world together, I just wished it didn't have to be this way. You could've talked to me.

"I'm going to see them soon."

I would die to see them

And that's what I'd do.

A few days later, on Christmas, Y/N's favourite holiday I was found dead. The same place Y/N was found. But I had a left a note. Unlike them. It read.

'Why couldn't you of just stayed with me?'

(Just getting out some feelings, next chapter will be Halloween themed!)