Sighs [K.TH]

Fallen

Our meeting wasn't anything special, like they show you in movies.

We didn't randomly bump into each other.

We met through our hobbies.

Art.

We both liked art. Loved to draw.

Only difference was you were much better, while I was just a beginner.

We talked a bit when I lent things from you.

Slowly I wanted to learn to draw from you.

And so you taught me.

Resulting my feelings for you to start growing.

All the sketches you made, canvases you painted, were so satisfying.

I felt so calm to look at them. It made me feel complete.

But I could never make it like you, I had already given up.

Given up on matching your skills, but not on you.

We grew close, discovered we shared many classes, started sitting together, eating together, walking home together.

We became pretty good friends.

And I only found myself falling into your charms even more.

It took me long to realise, that the star called you, was just another blackhole.

And I had fallen so deep in you, that there was no way out.

~Bit by bit and slowly, I'm losing myself~

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I'm so tired. I can't