Sighs [K.TH]

Lifeless

Everything's...So noisy these days.

I idly watch the 6 boys happily chirping about their high scores in overwatch.

It feels like decades since I've played that game. The game I was addicted to, until I met you.

The canteen was as usual bustling with students, as the 7 of us were seated in the center.

I looked around, not wanting to speak as it seemed tiring, until my eyes spotted you.

You stood at the entrance of the canteen, having a heated argument with your friends.

Your friends seemed mad at you, and why won't they?

You had left them in order to win over Jungkook.

I really admire your dedication.

Your conversations weren't audible due to the noisy surroundings, but I watched as your friends left you alone.

You lost the few last friends you had, but there wasn't a tinge of sorrow in your eyes.

"Taehyung!!"

I was startled by my name being frantically called by Namjoon.

"What" I mumbled, glancing at your figure which soon disappeared from my sight.

"You ain't gonna eat?" Namjoon referred to my tray.

I looked down to my untouched food and nodded, shoving in a bite.

"Hyung." Jungkook called, and looked at the other guys as they nodded to each other.

I frowned,wondering what's been going on.

Jungkook took a deep breath and started,

"Hyung... you...You've changed.
I'm not sure how and when, but you-"

Yoongi cut him off.

"Jungkook let's not run in circles and get straight to the point." He spoke and turned towards me.

"Looks, Tae, you've changed a lot ever since you broke up with Yoon Mi..."
He seemed to stop himself for a minute, as to see my reaction.

But I simple gave him a blank one.

Everyone seems to be rambling about my ‛change’ and it's annoying.

He continued, though against my will.

"I also know it must be hard for you, but...It's already been over 3 months now...and you just seemed to be going worse..."

3 months? It's only been 3 months? But this pain in me, it matches eternity.

I kept quiet, resulting him to speak again.

Yoongi sighed and said,
"Look Taehyung, we all are very worried about you, especially Jungkook. We all feel that...You still haven't moved on from her."

My head shot up as I examined each of their concerned faces.

"No...It's not true.." I denied.

"We saw you, Taehyung. We saw you looking at her, just now." Hoseok said.

I swallowed, "No...I was just..Looking around.."

"Hyung, please...I'm sorry that you have to lie for me...I'm just...so sorry..." Jungkook sadly murmured.

"No... I..." I tried saying but trailed away.

"Taehyung...Have you really moved on from her?" Namjoon asked me seriously.

I glanced at each on of their concerned faces, Jungkook's face unreadable.

I bit my lip and tried giving out a laugh.

"Guys, your over thinking...It's nothing like that. She's past now. She doesn't affect me anymore." I happily lied.

The guys kept quiet as if not satisfied.

"In fact, I'm happy for Jungkook. I was not the one, but he sure is." I smiled and ruffled Jungkook's hair, but he blankly looked at me.

"Anyway, I'm gonna go. I don't like the food today." I spoke, getting up from the seat and walking out.

No one stopped me.

I mentally scoffed.

They say, they are worried about me?

Liars.

If they did, they would have stopped me from going.

But who am I to say?

I, myself, lie every second now.

~When I look into the mirror, all I see is a complete stranger~

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Which anime is this?

‛Lets kill army by dying my hair red’ anime huh?!?!

If so then it totally worked...

T^T