Sighs [K.TH]

Aid

I collapsed on my bed and rolled to my side, the view to my snowy neighbourhood visible.

Winter vacations start from now, some say it's early for the snowfall, but I can't be happier.

Vacations mean I won't be able to see you, and that relieves me.

But, unlike I thought, I'm still not happy.

Because, I won't be able to see (Y/N) either.

I sighed, yesterday's incidents playing repeatedly on my mind.

'You aren't the TaeTae I like..!'

Her voice echoed.

What's that supposed to mean?

Does...Does she really like me?

I shook my head, shaking away those thoughts, for it seemed too impossible.

I sighed, shutting my eyes closed, guilt and pain running within, as I recalled her teary eyes and quivering lips.

I sighed, again, feeling restless.

I need to meet her. Talk to her.

I want to apologise, for yelling at her.

I just...Want to meet her and fix it up.

I don't want to leave us in such bad terms.

I don't want to regret anything more.

And so I grabbed my hoodie, and phone, and jogged out of my house.

I ran aimlessly towards the college entrance, filled with hope that I would find her there.

I wasn't quite sure why I was running towards that place. The place where I first saw her, and not to her house.

Was it because I was scared?

At that moment my mind flooded itself with many insecure thoughts, the high probability that she may not want to see me ever again.

But I still hoped, and my legs didn't stop themselves. It was as if they were desperately optimistic, something I can't ever be.

But still, I tried to hope.

A hope, with a high chance to get crumbled, but I still held onto it.

My feet came to a stop, as I panted hard when I reached at its entrance.

I looked up and a soft smile spread across my face.

"Hey!"

~Optimism makes things easy, but it itself isn't easy to grab~

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This chapter was so so crappy. Blegh. I'm so sorry.