Sighs [K.TH]

Used

The five-minute walk to the classroom seemed like 5 years at that moment.

And I wasn't sure if I liked it.

It was quiet as I took in your features once more.

Your wavy hair strands tucked behind your ear, highlighting your side-face.

You seem to hum some song to yourself, waddling in result.

I didn't realise that I was smiling until you pointed it out.

I was flustered, as you looked at me with curious eyes, wanting to know the reason for my smile.

But I simply shook it off.

You nodded until you spoke again,

"Taehyung..."

I looked down to your figure questionably as you stopped walking.

"You don't talk much now.." you stated.

My mouth went dry and I swallowed hard.

Should I be glad you noticed?

"You know... Jungkook's been worried about you...He says you don't talk to him now." You spoke again.

Ahh, right. Jungkook's worried. But what about you?

I kept quiet.

"Are you mad with him? Because I really want you to talk to him. I don't like seeing Jungkook worry." You mumbled out.

I furrowed my brows.

"It's nothing. He's imagining things." I finally said.

You hummed.

"Maybe he is..But I'm sure I'm not." You said.

"You seem different. You've changed ever since.... It's because of me, isn't it?" You monotonously asked.

I almost gawked at you.
You still don't know how much affect you have on me or your just playing innocent again?

"No." I replied.

"There are other reasons as well." I completed.

Like you, you and you.

You hummed again as you walked beside me.

"Well, I hope it isn't. Because I really want us to remain friends." You mumbled.

I kept quiet. But I mentally groaned.

You really think I can be friends with you after all that? Are you stupid or do you want to make it harder for me to move on?

"Yeah sure." I lied nevertheless.

You flashed a smile until,

"Yoon Mi?"

"Jungkook!"

You sprinted towards the guy standing a few feet away from us, falling into his open arms.

And I watched you do so, like a bystander, as you left my side.

Jungkook noticed me, as you had your arms around his torso.

He gestured me to accompany them but I shook my head with a fake smile.

"I don't feel like it." I answered to his questionable looks.

"Oh well then. See you." Jungkook waved at me and walked the other way.

Jungkook waved, but you didn't.

Once again you leave me hanging.

Once again you used me like a tissue paper.

A tissue paper you refuse to throw away, and keep recycling.

Even in its worst state.

But what could I do?

I only watched your back distancing away as you clung to Jungkook, not even sparing me a glance.

I could simply sigh, and so I did.

~I try. I try my best, you know. To not care~

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