Sighs [K.TH]

Wounds

"Are you okay?" She softly asked.

My eyes widened, and my voice seemed to be tangled within me.

My heart stopped, just at that question.

Nobody, in the single damn world, had asked me this.

Not a single soul.

Her orbs were dull as ever, but also filled with concerned, as she seemed to scan me.

At that moment I felt like spilling everything to her. Every single worry, rant, complaint.

Cry out to her, about how you have ruined my life.

But I swallowed hard, and quickly composed myself.

"Yeah...What kind of question is that?" I asked, a hint of feebleness visible.

She sighed, unsatisfied.

"It's fine...I understand you won't tell me your troubles...But at least don't...Ignore your friends..."

"Wha-"

"It's because of me, isn't it? I don't let you talk to them, right?" She glumly asked.

"No!" I exclaimed, offending her assumptions.

"TaeTae....Do I make you sad?" She asked, so vulnerably, that I felt tears sprung up my eyes.

"No,no, no...Why are you saying this?!"

"Then, who....Who has made you so sad?" She softly spoke, her forehead creased.

I violently shook my head.

"No one has made me sad, alright? I'm happy." I stated a big lie.

"Please....Just don't ruin yourself like this.... Please...Talk to your friends....Open up with them. This won't do you any good-"

"What nonsense are you saying (Y/N)?!" I raised my voice a bit, making her flinch.

"I've watched you, Tae. I've watched you be happy. But I don't see that anymore..."

I raised a brow, and frowned.

"Please don't get started with the ‛you've changed shit'. I hate it." I told her

"But you have." She simply stated.

I frustratedly sighed.

"You don't even know me that long to say that! And moreover....We all change, alright? It's nothing abnormal, just deal with it!"

"Sure, enough it isn't. But we change to evolve, we change to grow, we change to be a step closer to peace. " She started.

"And you know yourself, just how much at peace you are." She said, hitting right at the spot.

"Why are you saying all this? " I asked tiredly.

She suddenly, slowly reached out to hold my hand, checking as if I allowed it, and put it on her lap, staring down at it.

"I... Won't like it if you ruin yourself....Like me..." She said in a shaky voice.

"Wha-"

"They care about you. They will help you get through it...." She said in an unstable voice.

"Friends....Are very important. Don't lose them.." she looked down.

"(Y/N)...Your really not making any sense right now... You don't a damn thing about us and me alright?!" I yelled.

I yelled and the next second I regretted.

I felt a warm liquid drop on my hand she was holding and was staring down at.

Her tears.

Dropping one by one on my hand, and slowly running down my fingers.

"(Y/N)....Why do you care so much about me? Why do you want me to be happy...?" I asked again, rather softly.

She looked up, her nose red and eyes already puffy.

"It's because...Because...I don't want you to be so pathetic like me!!!" She shouted out.

I stared at her, bewildered.

"You...You aren't the TaeTae I like!!" She sobbed.

"What..?" I whispered.

She looked at me with wide eyes, letting go of my hand and covering her mouth.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry....I'm sorry..." She chanted, distancing away and soon sprinting off.

And I stood there, frozen from her words.

~Im just best at being the worst~

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I can't write drama, forgive me for this crappy chapter.